I'm in love with Kristen Michelle and she means everything to me. I have never felt like this before and I can't understand why. I can't understand why I cry every night I go to bed without her and why I cry when she is sleeping next to me when I just watch her sleep. I don't understand if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Why I'm lost without her. Why when she is away all we do is argue and not just talk like we are sitting next to each other. Why I miss her so much and get mad b/c she is not here. Why I say I trust her and feel like I don't. Why I need to know where she is at 24/7.A little about the job I do. And this saying is why I do it most of the time......"A hundred years from now it will not matter what my bank account was, the sort of house I lived in, or the car I drove... but the world may be different because I was important in the life of a child."
