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About Me

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*R.I.P. Russ Landry February 4, 1980-April 27, 2007*
We weren't together for very long, but I'm glad we were able to share what we did. I believe it was fate that finally brought us together. Was it eight years in the making? Talk about building up to a climax. What were the chances of us working in the same building in the same industry in a city outside of our hometown? I remember running into you in the building, not believing at who I had just seen. I was blown away at how Kristeen's little brother was all grown up. =) You gave me the head nod, smiled, and said, "what's up?" I was speechless because it wasn't registering that I just saw Russ Landry in business attire looking hotter than ever. (You sexy fucker!) I must have had the most clueless expression on my face. A month later, we ran into each other again in the cafe downstairs, you gave me your card, and you closed me. Our time together was so short, but what a ride. You told me once that I was the funnest girl you have ever been with. And we were just getting started...thanks for the memories, baby. Can't wait to see you again. I love you.

The following "about me" is so old and so many things have happened. I'll update when I have time...
blah, blah, blah, really sweet, kinda goofy, very animated, blah, blah, blah, daydreamer, kinda extreme in everything....extreme moods but more happy than sad or mad, kinda psycho but not really....maybe just indecisive, blah, blah, blah. Nah...... really, i get along with just about everyone. I may seem like a pushover at times, but believe me, I am no pushover just very easy going. I will push back before being a pushover! :)
I'm kinda flaky sometimes when it comes to email so don't get your panties in a bunch if I don't write back right away. I talk too much sometimes (i am aware of it!). I like to try new things, be adventurous, and to go big (i try) in everything I do I'm not afraid of taking risks. Life REALLY is too short to sit back and do the norm. I want to live life and not have to wonder what could have been...No regrets!!
Check out my photos on Playboy.com I am Sexy Girl Next Door #81 ~Tina Kristine~
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My Interests

I love to surf the web, traveling, going to the beach, shopping, and EATING. I need a hobby... I am very close with my family (4 brothers, 3 sisters) and absolutely love to hang out with them. My family is "muy importante" to me!!! I know they love me even though I'm a little "out there" sometimes. It's called unconditional love...
I like sour candy, gummy candy, mexican food, karaoke (even though I am the worst singer EVER!), paintball, and HAPPY HOUR!!!..

I'd like to meet:

my baby at his finest. he didn't give a f*ck what people thought of him. he was definitely a free spirit. baby, i promise to be a good girl for you. i gotta be good now, i guess. especially since you can watch my every move. good girl, good girl, good girl. all for you, baby. all for you. Rest in peace, my baby

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lyrics - Ne-Yo Lyrics ..
People from everywhere and all walks of life. People who love life and are not afraid to take risks. People that live their life like they wanna live it. I used to say you can never have too many friends but i have a combination of bad time management issues and A.D.D so yeah, now I think it is possible for me to have too many. i'd rather have a small group of friends that I am close to instead of a large number of friends that I don't really know that well.
But more specifically, I am looking for single, independent, free-spirited girls (like me!) to hang out with. I am 36 and most girls my age are married and have a family. Nothing wrong with that, just not for me. I've always had a man to live my life around. Now, being single for the first time in decades, I want to experience what its like to have a life centered around my girlfriends. =)

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Music:

Absolutely just about everything! I have to change it up all the time because I get bored after a while. Right now I love Ne-yo, T-pain, Trick Daddy, Lil Wayne, Akon, Ciara, Amber, The Fray, Nickelback, Rob Zombie, Disturbed, Stained, Jack Johnson, Rascal Flatts, all 80s music, and Michael Buble. My all time faves are Tupac, Joe, Fuel, Hall and Oates,Christopher Cross, and of course, classic Britney and Madonna!!

Movies:

Seabiscuit (yay! the little horse wins!), Transformers the Movie, Zoolander, The Prestige, Last Samurai, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Count of Monte Cristo (revenge is sweet!), Napolean Dynamite, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Roman Holiday, Casablanca, Pretty Woman, Dances with Wolves, American Beauty, Brown Sugar, Deliver Us from Eva (i love Gabrielle Union in this role!),and almost any movie with Edward Norton, Terrence Howard, Shia Lebeouf, or Christian Bale in it.
Shia is soooo hot!!!
christian bale is yummy! =)..

Television:

The Sopranos...I'm in love with James Gandolfini!!!! I try not too watch too much TV though....i feel bad if I do...it's a distraction and sometimes (depending on what i'm watching) it seems like a waste of time. I'm a Netflix freak though. I love Netflix. Netflix.com!..

Books:

The Count of Monte Cristo

Heroes:

my mom and dad-i don't know how they managed to raise all of us. they are unbelievable!!!my family-for helping me through the rough times and for loving me unconditionally regardless of how lame I can be. i couldn't ask for a better family.my love-for putting up with my tantrums (how do you do it?) and for being you. you've come a long way...make that, "we've come a long way..."

My Blog

Same but different

still no job, still strugglin' but i take it day by day. i have love in my life and my attitude is soooo much better and i am grateful for that. everything seems the same, but its a little...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 08:21:00 PST

were you for real?

to my love, sometimes i look at your pics and i wonder if you were ever real. how could something so perfect come into my life and then disappear so quickly. you were too good to be true.&...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 07:42:00 PST

when is it gonna get better?

i've had so much happen this year. so much change. unfortunately, more bad then good. i feel like my tolerance is so low. some small unfotunate event that would usually be ...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 05:08:00 PST

knowing when to put an end to a chapter

my job. i want it to work out but my hearts not in it. i know that i gave it my best and i did well at it when it was good.... and maybe i should have given it a little more gas when things were...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:39:00 PST

setting me free

although i still struggle with some aspects of my life, i must give thanks for some of the good that has come about. i never thought i would be able to feel this good again and i am so than...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:05:00 PST

the beginning of the end

dear lord, please let this be the beginning of end of my string of bad luck. please let this be the beginning of good things to come. although i have not maintained in the best way, ...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:29:00 PST

It’s no coincidence

i spent a quiet night at my house tonight. it was a rough day but i made it through. i'm so grateful for the friends i have. sometimes i feel like such a burden and i wish i could gi...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:06:00 PST

waiting for the limo

i woke up this morning with my mind going as it always goes, hittin' the ground running. i thought about what time you were supposed to be there. in a limo, your phone number that wasn't y...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 08:16:00 PST

reminiscing

i sit outside your house. It's overcast but warm. You're not there. i STILL can't believe it sometimes. i think about you everyday. i say good morning and good night and th...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 03:36:00 PST

broken

i feel so broken. it started in my heart and its spreading to my soul. i feel myself changing, becoming hardened, untrusting. the walls are up and i don't know if i can take them dow...
Posted by ♥ little girl~lots of fun ♥ on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 04:25:00 PST