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Smashley!

I am here for Friends

About Me

>I love to spend time with the people that I love, whether that is family or friends. My real friends have always been there I just had to realize who is really there despite anything. I love people with good hearts, morals, love and their own determination toward bettering themselves and their surroundings. I believe that you create your surroundings and your reality. I think that what you put out in the world will come back around you whether that is good or bad. I love people who can learn from the past and seek out a new future, a new beginning. I want the best for the people in my life and around my life. We only get one life and I hope everybody realizes that they need to live it up without painful regrets.
*I want you to know one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine*

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Nobody.. I've met him ;)

Heroes:

My Nana

My Blog

Whoop!

Passed all my classes.. !!! signin up to take an art class durin the summer which should be fun :) I don't know what to do this weekend.. but I feel extremely exhausted even though it has been a short...
Posted by Smashley! on Thu, 29 May 2008 07:24:00 PST

the END

After this week is over...I will be done with this semester in school and know my wonderful GPAMy tat will most likely be healedI will enjoy my 3-day weekendI will be tanner due to very hot weatherI w...
Posted by Smashley! on Mon, 19 May 2008 07:51:00 PST

Stars..

Those stars always seem so far away, unattainable and distant. I am sittin here wonderin to myself how I am going to accomplish what I need to in order to do what I need to do. Only one way to go abou...
Posted by Smashley! on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:18:00 PST

Enjoyable.. like the best sex ever

I have been feeling pretty content and fulfilled lately. It seems like everything is starting in life. I actually feel like I have so much to handle cus I am growing up, yet not in a bad way at all. I...
Posted by Smashley! on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:11:00 PST

I love...

hot cheetos...................... my real friends, real family & my love ;)oh precious things in life, i must eat u ...
Posted by Smashley! on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:28:00 PST

*

Whenever we hold each otherWe hold each otherThere's a feeling that's goneSomething has gone wrongAnd I don't know how much longer I can take itHouse made of heart break itTake my head in your hands a...
Posted by Smashley! on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:32:00 PST

Life..

Wow, haven’t posted a blog in a long ass time. Life is pretty different now. I live with my baby, atm in HB but movin to LB. So we’ll see how that goes. Enjoying my time at the moment, not...
Posted by Smashley! on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 12:38:00 PST

...sigh

Life is pretty fuckin good right now... I love him, he drives me crazy ...
Posted by Smashley! on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:01:00 PST