she's nineteen years old. she's not perfect; never has been, probably never will be. she's emotional and she doesn't think about things before she says them. invariably, she'll say some things that will make you want to strangle her. she'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. she doesn't mean to, but she probably will. however, she will appologize. she's still learning about everything, even if she thinks she already knows it. she's been hurt; hurt deeply. sometimes she feels so alone she can hardly stand it. other times she's so happy she acts drunk. she's just trying to figure out this twisted time in her life when everything gets real complicated real fast and everything seems to spin out of control before she even begins to understand whats going on. she loves, laughs, and does her best and thats all you can ever ask of her.