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kayla

life without love is no life at all.

About Me


"Hell is yourself and the only redemption is when a person puts himself aside to feel deeply for another person." [tennessee williams]
so i'm bigger than you, and what? you envy me and we all know it. my voice is loud and my hair is red. somedays its orange. then its black. so what? i hate the way people act like there better than everyone else. oh wait, but i am. i cheer people on who feel hypocrisy is a way a life. because it truly is. i'll pierce my lips more times than you can count on one hand. take a picture of me on the roof top in hollywood or jumping off a pier. but you won't catch me thinking about you. i can't make it an hour without my puffer. or my cigarettes. "hey indian man behind counter, can i gave a pack of camel lights?" don't card me cuz i'm under 18. perchance to dream. splatter some paint on a canvas and call it art. pay me some money and that girl over there will have sex with you. give me some eyeliner, hair product, lighter, and a guitar. send me on the corner and i'll sing you a song. nothing that hypnotises the mind, but its enough to get you to throw a dollar in my hat. every now and than i wander in the rain, possibly because i don't have a car. give me gas money and i'll drive you to new york. hop on the boat and head to the biggest copper torch i've ever seen. you think it'll light my cigarette? play the unicorns, give me gas money, and i'll meet you at the coffeehouse.just me. in a very BIG nutshell.

My Interests

INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO:eyeliner. lip piercings. black and white photography. boston. taking the T. cape cod. light houses. painting. oil on a canvas. vintage stores. making coffee. live music. indie bands. surrealism. journalism. indie magazines. pride parades. art festivals. potato chips. dreams. guitars. sleepless nights. abstract paintings. mona hatoum. the 80s. cigarettes. curley fries. unanswerable questions. waves. big sunglasses. amoeba music store. record players. vintage sweaters. the way old ppl smell. artistic people. random books that make you think. coffehouses. oreo cheesecake. indie movies. songs that make you think. rain. big umbrellas. keychains. "I ♥ ... " tshirts. new york. the getty muesum. raleigh, north carolina. palm trees. 4th street. funny fat ppl. hospital bracelets. SoHo lofts. lumpy couches. dive bars. ritzy Hard Rock Cafe parties. deceitfulness. bathroom stall poetry. free mercedes-benzes. porn theaters. embezzeling employers. lonely divorcees. newspapers. kid movies. bawls. ppl who obsess about myspace. death. life. buying clothes that don't match but hating when people don't match. hyperboles. mohawks, fauxhawks, and big hawks. laguna beach. top of the world. merlot. musicals. off broadway. crepes. all things italian. old cars. traveling. hannah montana. all things disney. nuns. jeans with holes in the crotch. saying "awkward" when its awkward. sketch pencils. free dinners. loud music. quiet neighbors. maine. sailing. sleeping on the floor. pottery barn. the clearence rack. whoppi goldberg. sitting on the floor in hollywood. standing on the edge of roof tops. gondolas. sleezy magazines. coke addicted celebrities. and everything in between.

I'd like to meet:

my best friend all over again. it's been a long road, but i'd do it all over again in a second. i just wish we were still holding strong."Happiness isn't the easiest thing to find, but one place your guaranteed to find it is in a friends smile."

Music:

LOST SOMEWHERE BETWEEN LA DEE AND DA:ani difranco. the cure. depeche mode. blondie. annie lennox. four non blondes. dexy's midnight runners. kiss. the proclaimers. radiohead. george michaels. elton john. iron & wine.the ramones. dashboard confessional. the clash. death cab for cutie. bright eyes. thursday. modest mouse. brand new. the shins. armor for sleep. sunny day real estate. nada surf. cursive. elefant. sonic youth. the postal service. the dismemberment plan. son, ambulance. the get up kids. hey mercedes. sorry about dresden.saves the day. the used. cursive. vendetta red. at the drive-in. azure ray. constantines. broken social scene. the good life. desaparecidos. alanis morissette. sarah mclachlan. john mayer. dido. the unstuck. misfits. taking back sunday. story of the year. switchfoot. the oc supertones. third day. sublime. goo goo dolls. ashlee simpson. cold. coldplay. bob marley. six pence none the richer. nirvana. the prodigy. norah jones. and everything hip hop, r&b, gospel, country, classical, oldies, and classical.

Movies:

BRIGHT LIGHTS AND CRAPPY INDIE MUSIC MAKE IT INTERESTING:sherry baby. gardenstate. all over me. elephant. the breakfast club. igby goes down. requiem for a dream. GIA. dreamgirls. the departed. little miss sunshine. pulp fiction. stomp the yard. magnolia. friday. step up. shopgirl. return to me. rent. queens of comedy. my girl. whats eating gilbert grape. fat albert. schlinder's list. thirteen. taking lives. adaptation. american beauty. steel magnolias. beaches. shawshank redemption. set if off. light it up. sunset park. passion of the christ. romy and michele's high school reunion. home room.

Television:

dawsons creek. friends. dirt. one tree hill. i love new york. hannah montana.

Books:

life is hot in cracktown. the catcher in the rye. raise high the roof beam carpenters and seymour introduction. franny and zooey. nine stories. flower for algernon. the fuck up. the souls of black folk. the symposium. the autobiography of malcom x. women in love. the bacchae.