austin

I'm austin. I'm going to A&M. I'm pretty much ready to move on, except for some happy memories that I'm trying to keep out of my mind so that I don't become sad about it. ;-) I'll miss ya'll, but I'm really excited. It's going to be life at it's max for four years, like I'm living in a super expensive neighborhood with everything I could possibly want. I don't know what I'm going to major in or do, but I'm pretty determined to know by the time I'm doing it. I really hope it's something that I come across that completely blows my mind, but I'd settle for something that interests me.
I think I'm a little bit late coming on being able to do stuff, as in geting things done. It seems so simple but it's like I'm being exposed to a set a nuiances I have never seen. It's like, all the things people said I could accomplish, I finally can!! wow.
I think a lot, and I think it takes me away from my what I want and who I am often. I tend to look at the nutrition facts whenever I have to get a snack to see if there are enough calories to be worth my money, and when I sleep instead of doing homework it's because I want to have good short-term memory and I want to have faster reflexes. I try not being calculating when it comes to people though. That really makes me sick, if you do it against people who should be able to trust you because the are so-called close to you. To people who don't really care themselves, it's kind of funny sometimes.
oh and finally, when I'm nervous or don't know what to say, I say "alright". I'm just noticing that. but alright that's all ;-) byebye