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that is me in a nutshell
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I am the most interesting person you will ever meet. I think im pretty friendly, but i am somewhat antisocial (maybe its just shyness). Im not the type to approach people and start conversations but hey! if you want to come up to me you're more than welcome...i dont bite. If you wanna be my friend just let me know and it can be arranged ha!
Being a girl (which i often hate) makes me somewhat crazy my excuse for right now is the constant fluctuation of hormones inside me... so my dear boyfriend Eddie, often thinks im crazy but he loves me and puts up with it...why you may ask? ummm easy because im awesome
I am a hippy except i dont smoke weed...and i dont believe in free sex (only when you get paid for it haha) i mean you know how hippies believed in free *love. Im very open minded and like to stand up for those who cant stand up for themselves like...animals, poor black people, retards, people with no legs, illegal mexicans, and gays. im an idealist but you have to be a realist too or else then you're just screwed (which happens to me a lot). I think i have a great sense of humor and im very sarcastic. I can literally get along with anybody that doesnt mean i want to...but i can. Im an optimist but you know people, situations, life...what is so called reality often brings me down...im up in the clouds half the time but you bastards keep wanting me down on the ground...quit it! im happy up there. Last but not least i am PISCES here me roar...i fit the pisces mold to a tee but i am in the cusp (meaning i was born between two signs pisces and aries) which my dear readers is why I am the most interesting person you will ever meet......literally... if you dont believe me then you're just denying the truth you will come to know eventually
I am on myspace to keep in touch with people i know for real...you will not see me having more than 50 friends cause i probably havent even known that many people my whole life (he he). so the point is...if i dont know you in real life dont ask to be my friend...sorry! =Z
I often think of people i knew in my past life (i.e. when i was in church) and my message to them is no hard feelings, i dont dislike any of you, in all honestly i shared a huge chunk of my existence with you which has shaped who i am now, i often think of you guys and wonder what you're up to and i look you up online just to see and sometimes i miss it. but like a failed relationship i know better than to go back haha. I am still pretty much the same person except happier, nicer, more mature and at peace with myself and everyone in the world. I respect you guys for your beliefs and im not judging so i ask for the same...i'd love to be in contact with some of you but i honestly think that you guys would only be in contact with me to try to get me to go back...I WILL NOT BE GOING BACK therefore i guess i will be going to H E double hockey sticks...so sorry if i didnt return your phone calls or emails or go to your weddings...i would have loved to but i dont like being in akward situations where everyone around thinks im a heathen...much love to you all and good luck in your lives...i hope you are all happy =)
To barbbie...if you read this contact me! i think of you a lot and i feel bad for snubbing you the last time i saw you at church...the faster i got out of there the better...i know it was selfish of me to not say hey to you and introduce you to eddie but i just didnt want to be there any longer than i had to =( i hope you are doing great! i heard you are in florida modeling which i can totally see you doing.
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