finding a balance between zen philosophy and hedonism.
According to genesis-p-orridge, becoming hermaphroditic reunites us with our divine source. i'd like to meet my divine source ;)
if you can imagine some sort of animated skeleton creature that was very finely detailed (scrimshaw) and beautifully adorned with scented flowers and such hitting a bell or drum that would echo off of temple walls causing small quakes in the foundation, , as well as with it's many appendages painting obscure diagrams that would suddenly blink to life upon completion causing feelings of disorientation, longing, and finally bliss, as well as playing sundry instruments of angelic sonic proportions, all being viewed on the flapping tattered screen at a long abandoned movie house where clicks and creaks of nearby ghosts are persisting even while you remain rapt in awe at the projected image, and the sound emitting from those ancient hidden speakers.................................................... ........................................................that 's sort of what i'm into.
the spirit of the beehive, repulsion, jan svankmeyer, lars von trier, the passion of joan of arc, kurosawa, the fall of the house of usher, werner herzog, blood of a poet, jodorowsky, 3 women..
Camus, Pynchon, Rhys, e.e. cummings, rimbau, goethe, bronte sisters, becket, angela carter, bruno schultz, henry miller, charlotte perkins gilman, jerzy kozinsky..
my grandmother...a 98 year old woman who immigrated from sweden (to follow her life love) and made a living sewing clothes, at the time unable to speak english. she claims to have once seen an angel...or some divine being manifest itself in her bedroom once when she returned home from church...she says she was forced to her knees and involuntarily cowered with her face covered.