Fearful Answer |
"You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before, and possibly will again. But if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect and you aren't ... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:38:00 PST |
If you asked... |
ME: (10:02:58 PM): questionHIM: (10:03:04 PM): Hmm?ME: (10:03:18 PM): would you care if I did sleep with Corbin?HIM:(10:04:31 PM): Hmmm... possibly. I don't really know him too well, so it w... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 10:16:00 PST |
I wish he did |
I like to think that Josh posted this to Matt. Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:24:00 PST |
Another flashing chance at bliss |
I don't remember what your voice sounds like, or what your touch feels like. In my head I can't see what your face looks like. I can't hear your laugh. I can't feel your pain or your happiness anymore... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:24:00 PST |
Death |
Almost a year ago (Christmas Eve) my last great grandma passed. It was really a bad experience. In March of 2005 she suffered her first stroke. My grandma was always a very independent person and this... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:49:00 PST |
This really is true now. |
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:48:00 PST |
The email that I just sent Josh. |
Hey uhh today would be our 9 months kinda scary isn't it. I really wish everything wasn't like this but hey I guess there is nothing that either of us can do huh. I guess I just want to tell you that ... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST |
Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful |
After all we've been through,I know for a fact You meant more to me,Than I ever did to youThe reason that I know thisIs because of how you treated meThe lies, cheating, and hurt.What makes it wor... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST |
XXX |
I went and saw Josh after school today. I had everything planned out in my head about what I was going to say but when I stood in front of him, I couldn't say it.
He carved "fuck life" into his arms ... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 03:17:00 PST |
new one |
This is not beauty This is me Go ahead baby Cry yourself to sleep Lying awake my mind weaves a tale of discontent Making my heart feel heavy Anchoring my feet to the ground Still, I try to run... but ... Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 07:57:00 PST |