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Toy Soldier Philly

An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.

About Me

I'm Krystal, I work at a pet store and I love it. Seriously who doesn't want a job where they can play with puppies all day! I am 19 years old. I 3 black and white photography I dont think I am that good at it, but every one says I am. I used to constantly take pictures, but recently I have lost my inspiration and creativity. It really does suck but oh well it happenes right"Pictures are about moments... the camera captures those moments. Everytime you push the button, you should believe in it. " -Dennis Keely

My Interests

the abyss

we arrive from
the unknown
and
disappear into
the unknown
and in
between
here and
there
we decide
whether to
laugh or cry
and eye
think the
warriors path
is a bit of both
but mostly
laughing
all the way

I'd like to meet:

Anyone, I am open to meeting all different types of people.

Music:

I listen to a variety of music.

Movies:

Musicals, Romantic Comedy's, Dramas, Comedy

Television:

Firefly, Queer as Folk, The L Word, CSI: Las Vegas, Law and Order, Reba, What I Like about you,

Books:

I love to read, I do it whenever I can. There are so many books that I have read and so many that I want to read.

Heroes:

Sifting through the illusional ashes of nothing

My Blog

Fearful Answer

"You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He's cared about someone else before, and possibly will again. But if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect and you aren't ...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:38:00 PST

If you asked...

ME: (10:02:58 PM): questionHIM: (10:03:04 PM): Hmm?ME: (10:03:18 PM): would you care if I did sleep with Corbin?HIM:(10:04:31 PM): Hmmm... possibly. I don't really know him too well, so it w...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 10:16:00 PST

I wish he did

  I like to think that Josh posted this to Matt.
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:24:00 PST

Another flashing chance at bliss

I don't remember what your voice sounds like, or what your touch feels like. In my head I can't see what your face looks like. I can't hear your laugh. I can't feel your pain or your happiness anymore...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 05:24:00 PST

Death

Almost a year ago (Christmas Eve) my last great grandma passed. It was really a bad experience. In March of 2005 she suffered her first stroke. My grandma was always a very independent person and this...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:49:00 PST

This really is true now.


Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:48:00 PST

The email that I just sent Josh.

Hey uhh today would be our 9 months kinda scary isn't it. I really wish everything wasn't like this but hey I guess there is nothing that either of us can do huh. I guess I just want to tell you that ...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

Lets slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful

After all we've been through,I know for a fact You meant more to me,Than I ever did to youThe reason that I know thisIs because of how you treated meThe lies, cheating, and hurt.What makes it wor...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 01:55:00 PST

XXX

I went and saw Josh after school today. I had everything planned out in my head about what I was going to say but when I stood in front of him, I couldn't say it. He carved "fuck life" into his arms ...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 03:17:00 PST

new one

This is not beauty This is me Go ahead baby Cry yourself to sleep Lying awake my mind weaves a tale of discontent Making my heart feel heavy Anchoring my feet to the ground Still, I try to run... but ...
Posted by Toy Soldier Philly on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 07:57:00 PST