When you see the end of the road |
The pain was too much. I almost had a relapse. I wa bruising, I was rashed... and I lost weight. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I coudn't concentrate on anything.I cried non stop. I thought I m...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 14:20:00 GMT |
die for you |
it's been a week. i've recovered from feeling sick to my stomach and i haven't lost anymore weight.still i can't stop thinking about him in bed with someone other than me.three years together and eve...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 09:20:00 GMT |
The Stages Of Grief |
The Stages of Grief...1. Denial2. Anger3. Depression4. Barganing5. AcceptanceHave you lost someone or something that you valued? Either to death, separation, divorce or any other means?You are probabl...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 22:01:00 GMT |
cried into a coma |
it's too bright. my eyes are closed. ther'es only silence, i'm all alone.wait, wonder... then cry myself into a coma...i'll argue with you until it's really over.standing infront me, shirtless and dre...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 08:54:00 GMT |
Loving Loathing |
look into those eyesthey wont look straight back,they'll look at your face,and critique your fat,they'll look down and upjust to analyze you,you thing those eyes see,but they look right through.Look a...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 16:49:00 GMT |
Lately... |
It's been getting kinda hard for me.... I'm pregnant and hormonal. Then I got this adorable, playful seven-month-old little baby. So I'm worn out but I don't get to nap.Then there's ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 20:45:00 GMT |
"Would you let me die?" |
You're the only reason I'm alive,if you could go back,would you let me die?I've seen te sunlight fade awayFace the nights,Just darker days.Maybe you'll come throughand fall in love again, Maybe y...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 11:21:00 GMT |
It hurts. |
I'm so sad.I was reading a bulletin that Brian posted, he wnet with his girlfriend to get an ultrasound yesterday. How sweet. I don't know how many Ultrasounds Juan actually attended. ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:24:00 GMT |
"Morning Sickness" |
Wake up.Still dark inside.-Inside this room.She giggles, smiles and coos."Where would I be without you?"I don't dare to move.Whimper."I missed you too."Then the pain sets in,from the stomach to my bra...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 11:45:00 GMT |
I need help. |
I think It's post-partum depression. Don't take me seriously when I say the following: "I wish I was dead or something."I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself... that would jepordize my custody o...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 19:54:00 GMT |
