Are you really interested in anything I have to say? None of it will matter in the sum of things so why bother. About all I can do to keep from going crazy every day is to look at the good things in my life, cherish them for all that they are and try my best to ignore and forget the bad. Sadly, it doesn’t always work out that way. Overall, I guess that’s pretty boring so you probably don’t really want to know any more about me. By and large, I think too much, I complicate things, I have real convictions, I’m loyal beyond reason, and I’m passionate about almost everything and simultaneously bored by it all. . I try my best to validate what I see, hear, feel and believe and frequently it makes me question why a lot more than I would like. I see things from a perspective that is all my own, I wonder why nearly everyone else is so blind. Sometimes I wish I was blind as well. I pretend to not be arrogant, but I really am, or maybe it’s all just a façade to cover the real truth. I am who I have always been and yet sometimes I feel that I have lost most of who I once was and how I want to be. Next to no one will ever get the chance to really know me I don’t have that much trust left to go around. But those of you privileged enough to get the opportunity will be amazed and surprised at what you have uncovered and found
