ALEXA [besides this time I think its different]

About Me

I cry in most movies. I laugh at everything and everyone. I talk a lot. I only have a few close friends but I love them more than anything. I over analyze things and I tend to think too much. I read philosophy books to cushion my intellectual self esteem. I am obsessed with my cat. I treat people with the same respect that they treat me with, and I try and be a nice person at all times possible. I adore manners, morals, and values. I wish my life were a reality television show, because it would probably be on the biggest network. I want my love life to paraelle the movie Garden State. I'm socially neurotic, but I like it. I curse way too much and I hate it. I'm not impressed easily. I'm going to school to be a teacher. I have too many tattoos, ten, and I probably won't stop anytime soon. If you want to know more inquire within.

My Interests

Driving.
Talking.
Reading.
Learning.
Humanity.
Animals.
Astrology.
Symbolism.
Writing.
Painting.
Philosophy.
Psychology.
Politics.
Adventures.
Snuggling.
Listening.
Education.
Sleeping.
Storms.
Organizing.
Psychology.
People watching.
Being way more awesome than you.

I'd like to meet:

Baby Elephants that dance, and other little cute things that I love.
I beginning to think I've already met the greatest people ever. I'm very thankful :) I'm not oppossed to meeting honest, sincere humans.

Movies:

Crash Stranger than Fiction Any war movie Punch Drunk Love Lost in Translation Love Me if You Dare Mean Girls Lion King Big Fish

Television:

Television rots your brain. "You wouldn't put garbage in your living room, so why let your TV do it?"

Books:

"Anyway, I'm sort of glad they've got the atomic bomb invented. If there's ever another war, I'm going to sit right the hell on top of it. I'll volunteer for it, I swear to God I will."Catcher in the Rye
All the Kings Men
Anything Hemmingway
The Great Gatsby
The Dictionary
Robert Dunn poetry
Jared Diamond books about globalization and civilizations
The Lexus and The Olive Tree
The Jihad and the McWorld
Our Town
Tennessee Williams' Plays
Anything by David Sedaris
The Five People you Meet in Heaven
Dirty Job
Lamb
The Perks of Being a Wall Flower
Being Good
Descarte
Aristotle

Heroes:

God.1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

My Blog

for you.

Oh great Here I go again I'm stuck in this rut And I'm not sure how to begin Should i tell you everything? I'm feeling out of luck So i won't see you soon Cause i know its too soon For you to see me I...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 02:38:00 PST

Only time can tell.

I've come to this realization, that I need to calm down and stop thinking so much. Seriously, I know I over analyze things, and I put to much effort into things, but this has got to stop. If things ar...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:56:00 PST

I’m not impressed.

I wish I was a little meaner sometimes. I wish I was a little more vindictive, but I'm not. Alas, everything I want to shout at you will never be truely verbalized, just strung together with awkw...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 03:28:00 PST

We’re all waiting for something

Just because I dont say anything,Dosnt mean I don't like you.I open my mouth and I tried, I tried.But no words came out.Without 40 oz. of social skills,I'm just an ass in the crack of humani...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:38:00 PST

You want the truth?

You're not unique, you're not special, you're not even interesting. You're the same as everyone else, and no one seems to notice, because they are too busy trying to create their own fake persona. I'm...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 02:59:00 PST

101 Changed things about me.

To understand this, you must first read the statements that are numbered, that I wrote when I was 17 a senior in highschool, then read how I've changed, because I've editted the 101 things you know ab...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:52:00 PST

Just a series of blurs.

like I never occured."Someday you will be loved." [I know your heart belongs to someone you have yet to meet, someday you will be loved. The memories of me will seem more like bad dreams. A series of...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 02:55:00 PST

prince charming, I’m right here. Come find me. Pleaseeeeee.

Alright, so before anyone sits here and tells me, "You have to stop looking if you want someone, because then they will fall into your lap." Or, "You can't look for love because you'll never find it."...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 03:26:00 PST

hello friends.

You mean so much to me, and I hope I tell you that enough. Thank you for everything, I'd be a lot crazier without you. I need to clean my room! EEP!...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 09:00:00 PST

All is fair in love and war

and love, is a civil war and always fails itself. I miss you. I miss the person that I used to get drunk with and have conversations with about Salinger. The person that I used to talk shit about peo...
Posted by ALEXA [besides this time I think its different] on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 01:20:00 PST