Christmas Spirit |
I love Chrismas, I reallly do, but this year I have not an ounce of Christmas spirit. I cringe at the houses lit up and I despise the people in the santa hats. I am not "holly nor jolly" this se...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 09:52:00 GMT |
Out of the blue... |
It's been several months since Matthew's passing but things are still happening. I'm not talking about signs or anything, just things. For example, last night I was sitting in the o...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:17:00 GMT |
Getting Away!!!! |
Well, today is the five month mark of Matthew's death. I just can't believe it has been almost half a year. It still just seems like yesterday. It still hurts just as much. But...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 08:59:00 GMT |
A poem for Matthew |
Matthew
Eyes to drown in
Laughter to enlighten
Spirits uplifted by your smile
A heart that loved for miles
Tears never go away
I wish you could have stayed
Just another day
So I could te...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:32:00 GMT |
stop signs |
They are actually doing something with the railroad tracks. They have put up stop signs where Matthew crossed them. That is something. It means people have to stop and look, not just...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 09:49:00 GMT |
spooked |
I was looking through my MP3 player Saturday just to see all the songs I have on it. I haven't really looked at all the songs before. But, all the songs I downloaded were from Matthew's co...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:35:00 GMT |
You need to move on...... |
When is it time to move on? That's a good question. I want to move on. I mean seriously, who wants to feel this miserable but who has the right to tell me when it's time to move on.&...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:21:00 GMT |
Memories |
I stayed at my dad's house this weekend for the first time since the accident. I was ok with it at first but then I heard the first train go by. It upset me. I then found out that my...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 08:28:00 GMT |
Signs |
It's amazing all the little signs and different things happening since Matthew's death. They are just little things but they have deep meanings and it makes me KNOW he is in heaven. The fi...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 12:13:00 GMT |
It’s final.... |
I went home this weekend and I decided to go to the cemetarty by myself Saturday. I got there and was looking for an empty plot but couldn't find it. Then I saw it, Matthew's g...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 14:05:00 GMT |
