Ill see you again- In Heaven...

About Me

honesty...
must start with oneself.
AIM = drunkenmaeMy favorite thing to do in the whole wide world it take pics with my camera!!! sometimes i KNOW im out of my mind... but im pretty sure that's my favoirte place to be.The only true currency in this bankrupt world...
is what you share with someone else when you're uncool.
so i am told that bitterness is not a good thing... and that we dont laugh about it at the dinner table. we dont laugh at all at the dinner table for that matter- j/k i retract my previous statement about bitterness.

My Interests

Music is alway good news. Dreams will tell you more than you ever wanted to know about someone- even yourself.
Create your own friendquiz herei love my friends.

I'd like to meet:

If you're a total stranger with nothing intellegent to say- please do us both a favor and stay a stranger. I love my friends... intellegent or not, I use myspace to keep in touch with them.Please don't give up when it's easy.
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one who will be constantly everything you need.
I DO NOT USE MYSPACE TO MEET RANDOMS!

Music:

OBSESS MUCH?!

Can I even list them all? Billy Joel---one of the most amazing men ever created* Seen KANSAS live 3x's* MAE!!* the faint* TBS* thursday* further seems forever* DAVE* the used* straylight run* damnit! counting crows!!!* Silverstein* Adair* cartel* spill canvas* HIM* CKY* The Get Up Kids* Saves the Day* The Ataris* Thrice* Dead Poetic* Underoath* Hot Water Music* NOFX* Spitalfield* A.Fire.Inside* Fallout Boy-YEAH!* the postal service* did I already say MAE?* Blink 182(a weakness originating in the depths of cox arena)* The Starting Line* Something Corperate* Bad Religion* fairwell* Modest Mouse* Chris Carabba/MTVconfessional (about lost him after the makeup)* No Use For A Name* COHEED and CAMBRIA* Weezer* and of course THE SKYLINE!! aww yeah...* Alkaline trio* Death Cab for Cutie mmmm~* the list goes on and on... michael bolton* elton john* garth brooks* kenny chensney* joe diffie* tim mcgraw* dixie chicks* faith hill* sara evans* jo dee messina* chris ledoux* sawyer brown* keith urban* james taylor* rod stewart* AC/DC* Van Halen* the mamas & the papas*

Movies:

almost famous, a clockwork orange, old school, Pirates of the Carribean(s), MAE, Underoath, scary movies in general, memiors of a geisha, anything stewed up by Haynus Productions (persay), requiem, vanilla sky, grandmas boy, v for vendetta, harold and maude, i find it interesting i liked kill bills, care bears go to camp, theres pudding in my shoes, dont lean back in your chair, and many more LunchTime Specials. Stewie Griffin The Untold Story, HAGGARD, any of the CKY's. AND homestarrunner.com keeps me happy... http://www.homestarrunner.com/sbemail58.html

Television:

Did I already mention my unfailing obsession with the OC? thanks to my roomies- i cant NOT watch it... i get this tight feeling in my chest and i pretty much stop breathing. watching tv kinda just happens when i am bored... which i try not to be often... but the reality television def. sucks me in... wierd? oh yeah and dont forget those cute little mexican kids that want to be like dora the explorer when they grow up... those little bastards dora is the OG MEXICANS FOR LIFE-- watch out america were taking over starting in california bitches.

Books:

reading- i miss being in school where i was forced to read things that i would eventually appreciate...or at least forced to receive that over acheivement of an A+ on a paper written about a book i had yet to read.discussion on reading is amazing for the most part (at least in the company of people i enjoy).i most enjoy reading things from people who arent and most likely will never be published. although there are some i know will be. i could fall in love with an amazing writer.so i guess writing is more important to me-i could read a book about words all day long... broadening my vocabulary is something i very much enjoy. i use my thesaurus often along with my dictionary.i am however a terrible speller at times- i think this has something to do with how fast my mind works- (gotta get it all out sometimes) maybe im just careless. ok that's all.

Heroes:

Someday I know I'll be ready to move on without you Steve... But there will never be a moment when you're not with me. cutest kid in the universe my little brother is cuter than yours!

My Blog

introduction to a fool. (please read disclosure in it's entirety.)

six years it's been a ride. a year and eight months since he died. and it's easy to count the fourty six hours that have past since i waved old love, goodbye. so where within are you ...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Mon, 21 May 2007 11:01:00 PST

Red Tuesday II (Part I) Photo Blog

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Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:05:00 PST

Red Tuesday II (Part II) Photo Blog

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Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:06:00 PST

monotony vs. monogamy

Is monogamy such a feat that men, women and learning children would run across a california freeway rather than avoid that one person who intrigues them for all the wrong reasons?Honestly people what ...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:33:00 PST

both hands on my shoulders... she SLAMMED me against a wall. (my eyes are opened)

running from her for so long...only to find she's still with me- she puts on show for the onlookers making them sneer, laugh and cry... caress... yearn and smile- she can make them do it all.it'...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 04:59:00 PST

this article was posted by someone who doesnt care for me... however- it's amazing.

a) Most people believe that fun and happiness are directly related. b) They are not related. Therefore c) Most people believe something that renders happiness unattainable Why this relent...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:03:00 PST

Obedience through Intimidation

It's becoming more clear to me that I treat people a certain way depending on how I feel about them. (I suppose generally this is how everyone is) Along side such a thought... It's come to my attentio...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 03:07:00 PST

a coming of age tale...

It has become more aparent to me lately that I am becoming my mother... something I have dreaded all my life.It seems so common a fear doesn't it. If you're female and it's not a fear of yours... then...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:10:00 PST

i don't even think i flinched.

taking these days as they comelike a million pins and needlesprick by prick walking down side ways unbalancedlike the world is turningmy blood is seeming less thickcan i run can i run from nothingcan ...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 10:25:00 PST

a year ago right now... (mom, i don't think you should read this.)

brake lights. screech. bang. SMASH. black heart. wet eyes. screaming. i was screaming. i was surprised i wasn't crying... no tears came. all i could do was scream. daddy always told me "you never ne...
Posted by Ill see you again- In Heaven... on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 11:06:00 PST