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About Me


Oh hi there. Matthew's the name. Or Matt if you're too lazy to say the rest. I'm 19, exciting..I know. I guess I'm nice...Can be, but I don't like to be. I can be quite the prick, or the nicest guy you've met. I've got my crazy days, and my not so crazy days. I'm pretty vain, and pretty picky, though I shouldnt be.
Some Facts and Shit.
-I'll admit, I've been stupid, and gave my heart out to early. But thats taught me to be more cautious with it.
-I can be shy, but i prefer being open. I like to blend in, but would rather stand out.
-I have bad days often.
-I like to help people, but come to me on a bad day and I wont give a fuck. Go cry elsewhere. I'm starting to care less and less who I piss off and offend.
-I over react to thing.
-I have slight anxiety.
-Depression plagues me.
-I write and draw.
-I enjoy music.
-Don't give a fuck about two thirds of the human population. If you're on of those two thirds GTFO.
-I dont give out friendship easy, it takes more than a friendly convo.
-I have my best friends, and my close friends. You not being one of them, unless told different...BY ME
The Shit Mr. Malicious Enjoys
Nicole
Penis
Amy Lee
Scary Movies
Art
Evanescence
Music
Concerts
Reading
Drawing
Poetry
Fashion
Rainbows
Photography
Makeup
Animals
Big cats
Sharpies
Stories
The Ocean
The Shit Mr. Malicious hates
Clowns
Vagina
Scary places
Drug Addicts
Cigarettes
Mean people
Spam
Dial up
Bald
Smelling bad
Being in public
Shitty music
Stupidity
Bugs
The Fuck Off Me Now
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My Interests

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My Blog

Why I think the way I do...

People never really get why I say I'm fat, why I say I'm ugly some days...I was always that fat kid that people laughed at for being fat, and funny looking. I think I was called "hot" once in like ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 01:31:00 GMT

So fat.

I've been feeling really fat lately. I lost about 10 pounds, and I think I gained most of it back. Wow. I basically stopped eating and lost weight. I'm trying to force myself to do that again, because...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 01:27:00 GMT

Kind of copied Nicole but meh.

Nicole- "NO I WANT TO BE THE PINK RANGER! YOU CAN BE YELLOW!" That's just one of the most dominant memories that stick with me and Nicole. fighting over the pink ranger in kindergarten. We look bac...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 01:29:00 GMT

Aiden...

I want so badly just to disappear right now. To vanish from this house,this town, this state, this country, this world, this body...this life.I ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 01:36:00 GMT

Dir en grey

I was there for that and love the person who got this video e_e
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 09:37:00 GMT

People on Myspace...

 Okay, I've been exploring the wonders of myspace, and looking at random myspace's. I've come to a question. What's the point?  When people come here, they look for friends, and soon gain po...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 10:56:00 GMT

Evanescence Steal The Hearts Of San Francisco

November 1, 2006 - With only two albums under their belt Evanescence have risen to the top of the post-millennial modern rock heap, thanks in large part to the neo-gothic hypnotism of frontwoman Amy L...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 02:54:00 GMT

Fucking Vanity </3

  Tonight, I decided to visit Mr./Ms. Jeffree Star's Buzznet. I looked around, and he obviously flaunts his vanity...then I decided to visit a few of his fans pages...not stalker like!   I read some s...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:27:00 GMT

Am I Good Enough?

  These past years, I've gone through a lot. I know people go through way more, and way worse, but its been pretty bad for me. As a select few of you know, I used to cut, and I had the worst self...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 18:27:00 GMT

My Views On PETA

  As a few of you know, I have recently decided to make a wrather big change. I'm cutting meat form my diet. This change was brought upon by a booklet I read that was being handed out by PETA. &n...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 02:36:00 GMT