Lisa McLiserson from Lisasville

i felt like talking about myself, and i figured what better place to talk about me then my about me section on myspace! besides, its not like people read this anyways. and also, ive learned the longer i make it..the less people read. works out great. im a very black and white person, i have two sides to myself, true gemini. i tend to condradict myself a lot. but i do consider myself a very positive person. i get really angry when stuff gets stuck to the bottom of my bear feet. especially if its sticky like tape or something. i consider myself a very very very strong female. but it took a lot of work to get here. i have lived a truely blessed life so far, and believe that with my positive outlook on life, i will continue to. im going to attend asu to become a shrink. i cant wait to finish with school. im happy i finally found something that i can picture doing for the rest of my life. it took a while to find that. i really dont understand the concept of living a shitty life as being a status symbol. or that it makes you better than me. when i was a kid i truely believed my stuffed animals were alive. its a hard habit to break. i took up shao lin kung fu, and i think it was the best decision i have ever made in my life. it has truely made me a better person. the art is wonderful. i love traveling, but unfortunately that is hard to do on a students budget. it took me my whole life, but i finally feel comfortable in my own skin. im the ut most happiest when it is a beautiful day, im driving or riding in a car with a cigarette and a favorite song comes on the radio. im the second ut most happiest sitting on a porch, smoking a cigarette when its raining. i am the most confident and independent i have ever been in my life and i am loving it. i actually know how to learn from my mistakes, although sometimes i have to make the same mistake a few times before it sinks it. for the most part i have learned how to take my own advice. and that, was not easy and is a daily struggle. I know my sister Lise is going to be annoyed with all the smelling and grammar errors. i enjoy little things in life, they normally make me the happiest. ie. my "happy songs", a beautiful sunny day, a sweet text or message from a friend, random compliments, when they actually give me the correct amount of ranch in the drive throughs, a kiss from my bunny, a hug from a family member, my roommate making me food, when my cat chases her tail, when i make my sister lise laugh, my neice and nephew saying i love you, i could go on and on, and i will. spinache and artichoke dip from tgifridays, my sidekick 3, reading a good book laying in my bed (which is waaaay comfortable, its almost famous), watching a good movie, kung fu, hearing my mom try to tell a joke, seeing my sister smile, watching my dads defenses come down for his daddys girl. i go off on tangents a lot. my eyes are yellow right around my pupil. i smoke about a pack a day, if that bothers you, dont try. i promise i wont quit for you. if i wont do it for my mom, trust me, i wont do it for you. i consider myself a really nice person, but if you mess with my family, a switch goes that i cant control. some of my friends are considered family. i will talk about them like they are my family, im a daddys girl and a mommas girl. im literally half and half of my parents, i dont lean towards either one. im so much of a free spirit its almost a fault sometimes. and it freaks the shit out of my parents. and pisses them off. sometimes im too lazy for my own good, sometimes i do too much for my own good. i do a lot of things in extreme. im extremely empathetic. it can bring me to tears sometimes. i used to put up a front for a really long time, but im not anymore. i dont see the point. im not tough, im actually a big pussy. it doesnt take much to get me to care about someone. big heart with open arms. im used to saying if you hurt me, you'll regret it. but actually, i'll probably just cry. but dont take that for a weakness. its just because of this big damn heart of mine. i dont have any trust issues, im not jaded, i dont take things out on other people because someone else fucked me over. i give more chances than i should because i refuse to believe that people cant change. and i dont think theres anything wrong with that. it hurts me that people are so mean to each other. i wouldnt trade any of the pain ive felt from being hurt by other people, because ive been able to enjoy a lot of things because of how i keep my defenses down. and i'll never change that. i have the ability to see good in everyone. i do get really annoyed when i get interupted though. my biggest pet peeve is to get hung up on. smoke will literally come out of my ears if that happens. the number one person im the most protective of is my sister. like, to the point if something happened to her. i know for a fact i would go to jail. and wouldnt regret it. i secretly want to be a bounty hunter. but only if its like the way it is in the movies. im my own biggest fan. no one else finds me more funny than myself. i always forget the right way to use then and than. i love jesus. and im not ashamed to say it. if i care about you, the best gift to gime me is a ring. i like rings because they are a way to carry something in your hand all the time from someone you care about without having to actually hold it. im tired of typing, but my goal is to make this really long, oh snap, i just realized how long it is