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Down to the earth . . free spirit..I am here and all i can count on is today.. I am far open minded and far out ... I love to write..I also love being outdoors in the mystical magical forests.. i am a CAVER i love hiking .. kayaking.. skydiving..chAtting..laughing..smiling..being the coolest madre..pheelin live music and singing as loud as possible..traveling...and observing birds.I love Salvador Dali.. I love the community of Light I love you and I love everyONE... I LOVE TO LOVE AND LOVE AND LOVE SOME MORE AND I love to make jewelry.. and I want to get lost in the moon every night.. I want to make love and NOT WAR and I just want to be me .. and love you i love.swimming in all bodies of water.. playing ..listening..and watching music and all art.. we are all exotic works of art.. the best adventures in life are the ones not planned.. i want to be enlightened with all of the world... I want to find that long haired hippie banjo playin ...sweet kissin mountain man soul mate of mine!!!!!! ..TAKE ME TO THE RIVER! keep your spirits high and your demons downnnnnn... I LOVE JACK KEROUAC.. william s.burroughs.. JANIS JOPLIN... and many many moreTHE AWAKENING A time comes in your life when you finally get it...when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and Somewhere the voice inside your head cries out…ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon. You realize that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are... and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself... and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you - or didn't do for you - and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that everything isn't always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself... and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties... and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness. You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with. You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix. You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. You learn that you don't know everything, it's not your job to save the world and that you can't teach a pig to sing. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake. Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely. You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drink more water, and take more time to exercise. You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play. You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you believe you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it's OK to risk asking for help. You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms. You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn that life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people... and you learn not to always take it personally. You learn that nobody's punishing you and everything isn't always somebody's fault. It's just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls. You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you. You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower. Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than your heart's desire. You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility. Finally, with courage in your heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best you can.
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You Scored as Earth-Child
You're a very peaceful person who has very strong beliefs. Others see you as spiritual, and you really are. You see magic as a resource to be used wisely. The earth really is your mother, and you'll remain close to her as long as you live.

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Skydive the Farm ! * My jump 50 Muff Muff!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSeq2-QpraM

My friends at the farm in GA.... Skydive The Farm RockMart,GA go ahead.....JUMP!!!!!!!!

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ALL THE FREAKY PEOPLE THAT MAKE THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD
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My Blog

goodbye. . its time to fly!!

Imagination flown into the wind blown into a season of careless   opportunity Thoughts raging in an emotional pattern of well being and securityFlowering beauty blossomed into passion, a hint is given...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 20:00:00 GMT

SFN Commercial

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xo-vdFAUzU Come Out and Watch My Brother Kick Some Ass!! ; )
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 22:52:00 GMT

behind the bars

come PLEASE arrest my soul..i made so many wrong mistakes hurt the ones i love mosti wish i pray i am blessed but in the wrong wayforgive me for my broken heartyou have been on my broken hearted mind ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:50:00 GMT

the moon

The Moon..  The Moon, in Astrology, is the ruler of Cancer. The Moon represents our deepest personal needs, our basic habits and reactions, and our unconscious.  Where the Sun acts, t...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 23:07:00 GMT

i want to spend it with you

into realization a brief pronunciation i gave so much dedication to  a special soul that just wont let go i gave you wings when you smile the sun will rise and the moon shall bow give into me an...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 07:45:00 GMT

love and life with singing light

"In my craft or sullen art    Exercised in the still night    When only the moon rages    And the lovers lie abed    With all their griefs in their arms,  ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 18:44:00 GMT

this is it

Poems of The Buddhas Of Old By Jean-Louis I The boys were sittinIn a grove of treesListenin to BuddyExplainin the keys. "Boys, I say the keysCause there's lots a keysBut only on...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 07:31:00 GMT

the talk of two friends

-THE MOON-The moon her magic be, big sad faceOf infinity An illuminated clay ballManifesting many gentlemanly remarksShe kicks a star, clouds foregatherIn Scimitar shape, to round herCradle out, upsi...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 23:54:00 GMT

the real time

THE VAST EXPANSE I acknowledge the privilege of being alive in a human body at this moment, endowed with senses, memories, emotions, thoughts, and the space of mind in its wisdom aspect. It is the pra...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 20:24:00 GMT

Dig Down Deeper to the Core

Cancer ..> ..> --> main information here --> Because the moon, which rules this sign, has no light of its own but shines by the reflected light of the Sun, you have a need to find an inner cent...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:28:00 GMT