About Me

Never fear. If fear thou hast in thy heart, O brother, pray banish it forthwith

Z o e

'I've seen you, beauty, and you belong to me now, whoever you are waiting for and if I never see you again, I thought. You belong to me, and all of Paris belongs to me and I belong to this notebook and this pencil.'
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I'm zoe, and I'm 17.
i'm never going to be a cool kid. i crack jokes and then try to crack another one just to cover the silence that follows. then i just give up.
it takes a while for me to be confident with people, i've found.
i'm quite cautious, which is a bit gutting.
i go to stratford college and i work at ben sherman in the bullring.
nathan is everything to me :)
and i have a lovely crowd who never fail to make me smile.
all in all, i'm pretty damn lucky :)
i'm felix stardust.
and i look like this pretty much 24/7
smile, make me laugh, it's the only way that i'll be coming back,
old friend, it's not the end, because tomorrow is another day, tomorrow we can start again
talk to me :)

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My Interests

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Reading, writing, dancing, singing. Guitars, acting, clothes & fashion, photography. Coffee & cigarettes. Gigs, music, alcohol & good times. My friends, my enemies, & hot boys.

I'd like to meet:

my top friends :)
nathan, libby, josh, adam, oliver, alex, tom, luke, edd, sops, simpson and greg!

noel fielding. ernest hemingway. kurt cobain. alex turner. bill hicks.

Calendar!
16th March - JIMMY CARR
2nd April - the teenagers with eddy-baby and alex boner!
18th April - we are scientists with nath!
1st Nov - MIGHTY BOOSH liveeee!

Music:

The Doors. David Bowie. Kings of Leon. Cold War Kids. Nirvana. The Features. The Klaxons. The Presets. Lily Allen. Lou Reed. Bryan Ferry. Roxy Music. The Fratellis. The View. Pink Floyd. We Are Scientists. The Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Kasabian. Scissor Sisters. Interpol. The Vines. Bloc Party. Mark Ronson. Maximo Park. Maroon 5. The Holloways. The Beatles. Pull Tiger Tail. Blood Red Shoes. The Young Knives. Nine Black Alps. Red Hot Chili Peppers. The Who. The Kinks. The Smiths.
And the list goes on.

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, A Clockwork Orange, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Hot Fuzz, The Producers, Midnight Express.

Television:

MTV2
The Mighty Boosh

Books:

Burgess. Dahl. Elton. Hayes. Heller. Hemingway. Hicks. Hornby. Irvin. Keyes. Kinsella. Orwell. Picoult. Tinniswood. Welsh. Wickham.

Heroes:

.. my heroes are my very best friends :)
LIBERTY STACEY KILLS IT EVERYTIME!
i fucking love you
xxxx
and also...the only boy i haven't been able to imagine my life without...

nathan richard johnson is actually my world. he's my best friend as well as my boyfriend, and he knows absolutely everything about me. i've got no insecurities with him and he's the only person i've ever trusted with all my vulnerabilities. i didn't think it was possible to feel so close to someone, ever, and i'm not letting go. one night we stayed up 'til five am, just to talk about everything. going to sleep in his arms and waking up with him are the best things ever- i want to spend every second with him! it's so good knowing that, no matter what, i've got someone who's there for me 100%. i love him, i love everything about him, and nothing in the world is going to come between us again. i can't tell you what he means to me...but he's my total equal, my best friend, my rock, my world, everything. we have different plans and i know our futures are taking us in different directions but i'm sure what we've got is strong enough to survive it.
from june 07 to now.
i love you, boy. :)
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My Blog

my friends.

i'm just following the trend. here to tell you a little more about my friends. oh the rhymes! i could continue but i'll save face and stop right now.the top four are all equivalent to each other reall...
Posted by felix stardust on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:13:00 PST

A short story!

a little taster of things to come...as yet un-named :) This quiet keening that is within you, it strikes a chord with me. Don't think you're so alone. For now, I'm here. I watched you enter our...
Posted by felix stardust on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:17:00 PST

A Citys Litter.

Part I Your Hell-hungry wrathWill pass you by,Set a road, a path,To crucify.For judgement, justiceIs turning bitter-In vain you'd missYour city's litter,For their glittered dreamsAre all squandered no...
Posted by felix stardust on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 10:52:00 PST

As Loved Unlikely. (for nathan)

because i love him and what we have is beautiful.we are those star-crossed cannot touch :) Striking slice-lights, and darkened beatsLead to a right and fated meet,With your opposites/similar destined ...
Posted by felix stardust on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 02:51:00 PST

A Flippant Tragedy

Your rages flow a river, burning,With selfless hate, want and yearning.Your trend, your rhythm- wearing old,Such pedantics picked leave us cold.Maturity is of your borne desire?Or cause to ignite...
Posted by felix stardust on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 07:47:00 PST

Pride is a Painting.

When I might see young love turned eager,It's just a concealed pain, bitter, meagre.For glory comes red-rimmed- you'd know.Speechless, to words lost, nowhere to go.Under stars now engulfed silence was...
Posted by felix stardust on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 12:34:00 PST

Tradition's Eulogy.

To the fireflies of angel'd ride,Shaking heads pity lost, borrowed time-Behind a fading smokescreen, they'd hide,Blue, opaque curls now deign to entwine.We'd wake to find it hadn't waned,That still s...
Posted by felix stardust on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:37:00 PST

She Was Hame Sane's.

Written from Hame Sane's point of view. He is a guy. She stood alone, but still was linkedNaked and proud, she was distance.Darkened hair by damp cascaded,And I never knew resistance-Just turned...
Posted by felix stardust on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 02:46:00 PST

The V Moves Forth.

The V Moves Forth. The wait for impending fallDrags on by merciless but fair,Relentless to the cries of oldAnd urgent, fully-formed despair.The moment is forthcoming,This he can deny no more,Just turn...
Posted by felix stardust on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:26:00 PST