Channy

Okay here's a quick run down!
~*~ People call me Chantel, Channy, Chan, and all of the above, at the tender age of eighteen
~*~ Residing in Sacramento, going to Sac State, getting my Bachelors Art in Forensic Chemistry, and having my minor in Criminal Justice.
~*~ I'm not perfect and don't asked to be, because nothing is perfect; perfect is only a figure of the imagination.
~*~ I'm not just your average Asian down the block. I do not get straight A's and I'm not the nerdy kid with the glasses. I have an attitude of my own, that you just might not see anywhere else, but I go out of my way everyday of my life helping out others, so they can feel the joy, I'll never get.
~*~ I HATE make-up, it makes you look fake and it covers up the real beauty that lies beneath.
~*~ People believe in this crazy thing called love, for me, love is nothing but an imaginary feeling, that people come up with just because they think it's an acceptance to someone else's life; in other words, you own them. It's my life, whether you like me or hate me, I only accept you only because you've gained something from me, but that does not mean that you own me. I'm sorry, I'm not property, but just because I don’t believe in love doesn’t mean I can’t like you.
~*~ I'm a person that you'll run across once in your life and if you take advantage of that, it's your loss, not mine. I'll never do anything to hurt anyone. I care and respect everyone equally, but that does not mean I won't be rude and mean at times; I'm only human.
~*~ I'm a happy, going girl, with expectations that doesn’t need to be met, only respected.
~*~ I live an average life of going to school in the morning and then coming home to my humble, five-part family, with me being the oldest of the children; but living apart from them at the moment.
~*~ I am my own person, with my own thoughts, feelings, and ideas, who doesn't follow what's considered 'in.' I go my own way, my own life, my own path, where my destiny awaits me, not others. The reason why following the path of others is just another way to screw up your life, when they decide to kick you off their path.
~*~ As small as I may be, I have a big heart that’s easy to break and lose; a heart my mom gave me to be strong but yet to learn.
~*~ Though I've only live a short eighteen years of my life, I've been through more than I could have ever imagine and from what I've learned, life is a long, hard journey that we must live on, no matter how dark things get. I learned that life is unfair, but that doesn't change anything, because in the end, all things happen for a reason, whether you can see them or not.
~*~ I live my life in a positive way, but sometimes it’s harder than I would like it to be.
~*~ My life is full of surprises and so is yours, so when things happen, let them happen, don't make a big fuss about it, things happen for a reason, and for me, I let them come and go. Everything is a gain in experience and to gain that you must give.
~*~ I'm a VERY independent person. I don't need someone to hold me when I cry, I can hold myself, I don't need to someone to talk to about my problems, sometimes it's even better when I don't talk about them, because they can back fire on you when you least expect it.
~*~ I pity those girls that think they need a guy in their life to live; those girls that think the world is over just because they don't have a boyfriend, and especially those girls that ask the guy to do every little damn thing. You're not paralyzed, do things yourself, because it's YOU that wants it to be done, not anyone else's.
~*~ Pet peeves are all around me, but you learn to live with them, because again, no one is perfect.
~*~ Likes; Snoopy and Sanrio; or plain and simple language, anything cute!
~*~ And just to let you all know, this isn't really a quick run down. This is a sign of how much of a freak I am. YAY!
And if my site if you would like a peek at my past life!
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Daisyblu_one_and_forever
A little more about myself if the top was not enough.
I love hanging out with my friends. I'm an out going person, once you get to know me, other than that I'm pretty quiet. I'm short with the height of 5'2 and I'm Asian. I'm DIFFERENT; I chose to be that way. I'm planning on becoming a Forensic Scientist when I grow up. I'm an easy person to get along with. I'm friendly and honest; I can’t lie for some stupid reason. I'm a determined person who never gives up or tries not to give up. I'm shy when I'm around big crowds of people I don't know, but once I feel comfortable, then things are cool.
I'm an open person that you can come to when you have troubles and problems. I'm all ears when my friends needs help. You can tell me anything from little things to big ones; which I'll try my best to help you and when I can't I'll find a way to make you smile. I care a lot about family and friends; they mean the world to me; I owe them so much for it. I'm just an overall round person that you can get along with. I'm always here to listen; call me at 4 AM, I'll be here. You can always come and talk to me about anything. I love helping people even if it means that I give away my time for yours; not that mine is important anyways.
One big thing that I love to do is writing. Sometimes I can express myself better when I write out my thoughts and feelings, I feel as if, writing is my only way out. If you want to read any of my works just ask and I'll show you some of them; but its not a promise. I just finished writing my first Fanfic, it's one-hundred and thirty-five chapters long and it's called Dreaming About You. I just started 2 new Fanfics, one's named Possessed and the other Her Promise to Him; which is the sequel to Dreaming About You.
Here are some other things that seems to be me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~
Ki-lin
A (unicorn) mythical being of Chinese mythology, comparable with the western unicorn. Ki-lin personifies all that is good, pure, and peaceful. It lives in paradise and only visits the world at the birth of a wise philosopher. The Ki-Lin is said to walk on earth and on water. It never drinks or eats dirty food or water. The Chinese unicorn never treads on smaller animals below its feet nor does it ever harm another living creature. The Ki-Lin is the emblem for exquisite goodness, longevity, grandeur, endless compassion and great wisdom. According to Chinese mythology, at the birth of Confucius a Ki-Lin appeared and Confucius died soon after a Ki-Lin was killed, he believed that his writings would not proceed from the omen of the death of the Unicorn. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~
July~
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~