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♥ Shamless ♥

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

Hey there, I'm Chy. .s.u.c.k.i.t.?
I like older guys. Get over it. My mother has.
I've got a lot to say, so get comfortable. You'll be here awhile.
You couldn't make my shit up.
I'm too real to be fake and so fake I'm almost perfect.
I've been on this earth for 16 years.
Crying is a .r.e.l.e.a.s.e. for me.
But you'll never get a first hand show of it.
I have been diagnosed with depression, schizophrenia, social anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, and PTSD.
I don't believe in medicated happiness.
No one can ever get in between me and my friends...
IM SORRY it doesn't happen.
Not every rumor you have heard about me is a complete fabrication...
I'll admit that much.
I work best in large doses.
Which means we'll be spending lots of crucial time together.
Disclaimer: I tend to lose my head. I jump all over the place.
Don't be alarmed, it's just me.
I'm not the type of person that will
smile to your face and talk shit behind your back.
I have a big heart. ♥ But it's hard for new people to get to it.
I am, and always have been an outcast or a loner.
I like it better that way.
I tend to like boys who are mean,
but have that soft side that no one knows about, lovely.
Strange Things Fascinate me. Unique people catch my attention.
Anything ordinary is dull and unsatisfying.
I speak in metaphors, and scream in contradictions.
Making it hard to be understood.
Yes, I'm a wreck, and yet still so content. Does that bother you?

My Interests

♥ Blowing Bubbles ♥
♥ Playing in the rain ♥
♥ Singing to the radio ♥
♥ Hanging out at graveyards ♥
♥ Dancing in my underwear ♥
♥ Going to the mall ♥
♥ Taking pictures ♥
♥ Experimenting with make up ♥
♥ Living life to it's fullest ♥
♥ Just being me ♥

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone. If you have a problem with me, talk to me respectively. There's probably an explanation. If not, sorry, I'm not here to please your every whim. Love me or hate me, but first get to know me.
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Music:

♥ Insane Clown Posse ♥
♥ Adam and Andrew ♥ ♥ Aerosmith ♥ ♥ Akon ♥ ♥ Alanis Morissette ♥ ♥ Alien Ant Farm ♥ ♥ Aretha Franklin ♥ ♥ Ashlee Simpson ♥ ♥ Avril Lavigne ♥ ♥ Baby Bash ♥ ♥ The Bangles ♥ ♥ Barenaked Ladies ♥ ♥ Beyonce ♥ ♥ Black Eyed Peas ♥ ♥ Blaine Larson ♥ ♥ Blondie ♥ ♥ Blue Oyster Cult ♥ ♥ Bon Jovi ♥ ♥ Boston ♥ ♥ Bow Wow ♥ ♥ Bowling For Soup ♥ ♥ Brooke Hogan ♥ ♥ Buck Cherry ♥ ♥ Carrie Underwood ♥ ♥ Charlie Daniels Band ♥ ♥ Clay Walker ♥ ♥ Counting Crows ♥ ♥ D12 ♥ ♥ David Bowie ♥ ♥ Dion & The Belmonts ♥ ♥ Dixie Chicks ♥ ♥ Eamon ♥ ♥ Eminem ♥ ♥ Evanescence ♥ ♥ Eve ♥ ♥ Everclear ♥ ♥ Fall Out Boy ♥ ♥ Good Charlotte ♥ ♥ Gwen Stefani ♥ ♥ Gym Class Heros ♥ ♥ The Hush Sound ♥ ♥ Ice Cube ♥ ♥ Jamie O'Neal ♥ ♥ Janet Jackson ♥ ♥ Jason Carrol ♥ ♥ Jessica Simpson ♥ ♥ Jo Dee Mesina ♥ ♥ Joan Jett ♥ ♥ Kelly Clarkson ♥ ♥ Korn ♥ ♥ Leanne Rimes ♥ ♥ LFO ♥ ♥ Ludacris ♥ ♥ Maria Mena ♥ ♥ Mario Vazquez ♥ ♥ Martina McBride ♥ ♥ Mike Jones ♥~ Working On More... ~

Movies:

My favorite movie is Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I love all scary movies and most Thrillers as well.

Television:

I don't watch TV much. I like anime and Law and Order though.

Books:

I love all sorts of books. I love to read. It's a passion of mine. I love Edgar Allen Poe and Stephen King. The "Goddess of the Moon" series are also among my favorites. Danielle Steel is quite amazing as well.

Heroes:

My friends are my heroes.

Bryan
Allysa
ReAnna
Cory
Lizzy
Jessica
Michelle
Steven

And that's only naming a few.
Tell me if I forgot you!

My Blog

Goth Girl

Goth Girl that is what they call me. dressed in black and red. confused in what to do. wondering what they've said. why must they label me? why can't i just be ...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:32:00 PST

For all the idiots that have asked...

The answer is sort-of.For all the idiots that have no clue what I'm talking about...I'm "sort-of" Pro-ana.I guess you could say that I'm easing my way into it.It didn't start like this though.I didn't...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:07:00 PST

The best song ever.

Starving for attentionBy: Geri KarlstromBones are beautiful My drug of choice Striving for perfection And I'm driven to Run to you In the wr...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:17:00 PST

My Dark Angel

Howling winds cannot hide the beating of yourAngelic wings as you come for meI cannot understand why you chase after meI have never been the object of one's affection Or the target of anyone's hatredW...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 07:36:00 PST

Crushed

The cold night air nipped at her bare shoulders As she sat motionless on the wallMoisture settled on her tattered jeans Causing the hair on her arms to stand upShe was oblivious to all physical feelin...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:33:00 PST

Thoughts of you

Thoughts of you...dreams I desire.Oh, how youkindle the fire.Sparks from a flameI thought already out.Sparks that igniteand overcome doubt.Flames in my soulburst into fire.Your breath kindles the spar...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

I’m a horrible pagan mother fucking witch? *rant*

Because I think that a woman should chose whether or not to have a baby conceived through rape?? Please. Me being a Wiccan has nothing to do with my abortion stand points. And I used to be Christia...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:17:00 PST

Beautiful Alone

A simple reflectionA glint of light across the darknessCold steel against warm fleshThe sweet smell of bloodA haunting melody in another tongueA cool breeze through a motionless roomDark scars on pale...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:30:00 PST

Remember that one time when me and you...?

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're f...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 05:34:00 PST

I miss him.

He was my only means of sanity here.And he had to go join the fucking army.I miss him so fucking much.I don't know how I'm going to get over this.People keep saying I will but when?How and why would I...
Posted by ♥ Shamless ♥ on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:59:00 PST