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There's nothing about me, really.
I accepted this assignment to join the human race
and I'm not winning.
The race is fixed
my shoes are made out of gum
and I can't get no traction
(not to mention satifaction)
So, I do what everyone does
who finds herself in this dilemma:
I do my best to make it worse.
I can make it hurt
So good
That I do it over
and over
and over
Until the blood commences to flow
All over my soul
And I attain my martyr status
For which I yearn
And I live miserably
ever
after
and that makes me ever so happy!
The subject of this first entry is ABOUT ME. And that is what I ask the person in the mirror each morning. I say "what about ME?" The rude bitch just shrugs and walks off and I don't have any further opportunity for questioning. So on my own, I keep trying to come up with an answer.
The purpose of writing about myself is to communicate with that person and possibly to talk myself into doing something worth saying "this is about me".
I have not been able to articulate my age since I was 39. I try to prepare myself for the possibility that someone will ask me how old I am but the words that come out of my mouth are "none of your fucking business" instead of the numbers the phrase represents.
I find it highly insulting that people don't just assume I'm 19. Of course I'm 19. That's where my developement was arrested. I haven't matured a day since then so why do I look so old and freakin' wise?
At 19, life was still full of promise and potential. I wasn't planning on spending my life being dissappointed. I was going to be a linguist, a traveler, a reveler, a raconteur, a cocktail server of the vanities, a FREE SPIRIT! But then, after reality moved into the master bedroom and I realized I would have to execute some sort of plan the whole idea just went totally sour.
So, this is all there is to say "about me". For now.
Spent some time feelin inferior
Standing in front of my mirror
Combed my hair in a thousand ways
But I came out looking just the same
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