I suppose this is where I’m supposed to tell people something interesting about myself. So here it goes. I hate when people think they know me & then go and talk shit on me without knowing the actual story. I jump to conclusions & I assume the worst. I never expect people to like me or let alone love me, but I wish that people would give me 5 minutes to prove myself before they judge me. Yes, I do judge people when I first see them, but I get to know the person before I make my final judgments about them. I have no problem showing affection to those I love. I am nothing that people think I would be. I hate when people stare at me, it creeps me out, but ill get mad if you ignore me. My trust isn’t hard to get, but if I have reason not to trust you, you might get my trust back but I doubt it. I hate admitting it, but I have many flaws. Saying the words "I love you" is something special to me. I won’t just say it to anyone, you have to be special to me. I am most happy when I’m with my friends or under the influence of something. Yes, I drink and smoke. Get over it, I know its bad for me, you don’t have to keep telling me that I’m going to die. I am rude to people but only if they are rude first, so this gives them a reason to hate me. Bitch? You have no idea. I usually speak my mind. If you don’t like what I have to say, oh well, you’re going to have to deal with me anyway. I am pretty funny, I guess, people laugh at me. Confident? Sometimes. I've got a lot of insecurities, they could probably eat me alive, and I bet they are doing a good job of it right now. I hate talking on AIM, its makes some things sound the wrong way and it makes me feel awkward. It is honestly just a convenient way of sharing information. On myspace, I add everyone. I don’t care what you look like. I don’t care if you’re scene, I don’t care if you’re a prep, I don’t care if you’re gay/lesbian, I don’t care if you’re ugly, and I don’t care if you’re fat. I'll add you. Overall, I love myself as a person, but I hate who I am. Make sense? Probably not. I just need to find myself.
To my true friends, not a lot of people, because I can not and will not be fake. The ones and only that can all bring a smile to my face, even in the darkest hour. Even sometimes when they get on my nerves I will always love them. I'm probably the shittiest friend there is out there, because when I’m down, I try to bring the others around me down. And I fear that this will never change. I wish I could be all I can, but there is something holding me back. But all I can really say is that I don’t give you guys the credit, attention, loyalty, and love that you all deserve. I’m always off fighting my own battles in my little world, that doesn’t really exist. All of you need to be told how amazing you are and how much you really mean to me every day, hour, minute, and second of everyday. I truly love you all.cmnt fgt
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