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About Me

I am Zero..... or as some of you more recent friends know me, Deidra. I live in Fort Hood texas with my wonderful husband Brian and our two beautiful twin girls Caitlyn and Madison. I love and miss my family, and i cant wait to visit all my brothers on christmas. You see, even though i might be a thousnad miles away, my brothers will NEVER let anything happen to me. Big and small alike we all have 1 thing in common in this family...... LOVE. So if you know me, say hi every now and then cuz i miss you all, and if you dont, feel free to ask until you do..... laterz
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*Basic Info about you*
Who are you? His wifey, deidra
How old are you? 22
Where are you located? fort hood texas
What do you do when your not with ur baby? Miss him
*About your Man*
Who is he? Brian
How old is he? 27
What branch is he in? Army
What does he do in that branch? combat engineer
Where is he currently located? Iraq
If he's gone..when shall he return? When they say he can
*Love*
How long have you been together? 2 years
Is it love? YES!!!!!!!
Does hearing his voice make your heart melt? more than he can know
Does it matter if you only talk for 10 minutes? No, every moment is one we treasure
Does it matter if you only get a letter/email saying *I love you and I'm okay?* no, at least i know
Do you think no news is good news? i would rather know, but yes
*Which is better?*
Hooah or Oorah? HOOAH!!!!!!!
BDU's or Dress Uniform? acu's
Him IN uniform or Him OUT of uniform? *haha* deoends....lol
Phone calls or Letters/emails? phone calls, i get to hear him then
*Do you*
Wear a yellow ribbon pin? no
Have a support our troops bracelet? yes
An *I love my solider* Tee? yes
Wear something of his all the time? his wedding band
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You are Stewie! Way to go!

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Music:

i listen to just about everything. i pick my music to suit my day. I never try to limit myself to just one style. I wear what i like, talk how i like, and listen to music that i like. I do give a lot of props to the local bands, 14 Symptoms, thinktank, hasty 180, native blood,and pitch black. Other than them Im into slipknot, Chimaira, Incubus, Sublime, My chemical romance, above all physcopathic records and just about anything else that i can relate to. (like i said, depends on the day)

Movies:


GREEN, Your death's colour is Green. Death of the
mind. Your heart is isolated within your mind.
You seek knowledge. You are very rare.

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Heroes:

My heros are the everyday people that make this world what it is, People who go out and live for the day. Dont worry about what the others think and just try to be therselves, i think that every person who can live in this time with the problems we have and still smile is a hero. Also the men and woman of the United States Armed Forces. the people who put us first everyday and risk their lifes to make ours better. i may not agree with the politics all the time but i appreciate all they do for us anyway.

My Blog

how do i survive?

i feel like i am dying. I know he will be home and it will be ok, but he is my everything, my world, my best friend. How do i stay here keeping up everyday life while he is a million miles away. No wo...
Posted by living for him on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:10:00 PST

where do i go from here?

I am so lost. Brian is leaving in Barely over a month, and i feel like my everything is going with him. I love him so much, and i know we will work through anything but I want him to be here so much m...
Posted by living for him on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:01:00 PST

ok, real one now, maddys eye update

well, we went back to the eye doctor and maddy has been classified as leagally blind. They are putting her in glasses and said that they think if we can get her help now and start working on things th...
Posted by living for him on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:13:00 PST

who knows

all i keep thinking is "i dont want him to go". I know that its his life, and what he loves to do, but it kills me. I cant imagine him being gone from me for over a year, and away from the children we...
Posted by living for him on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:11:00 PST

maddys appointment

ok, so we went to the appointment and got good news for her eyes, they cant find anything in her brain that is causing her vision issues, which means she has a high chance of getting some if not all o...
Posted by living for him on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:09:00 PST

realization

I've finally come to the realization that what I've needed all my life is right in front of me. I have the best husband that i could ever  ask for. All my life ive looked for someone to talk...
Posted by living for him on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 09:01:00 PST

News from the home front

Just wanted to write something to let everyone know that Brian has gotten orders to be leaving for iraq in the middle of april. We told the family first so now i can let friends know. He will at least...
Posted by living for him on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:35:00 PST

SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so tired of sitting here, wishing i had someone to talk to. Hating where i am right now and having no one who cares. Everyone is to busy with the imortant things to care about me and that sux. I ...
Posted by living for him on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:28:00 PST

i miss home

i need you all to know that i miss the hell out of yall. You people need to check up on me and give a bitch a call every now and then, come on ya'll de
Posted by living for him on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:56:00 PST

Maddys eyes

Just wanted to post and let people that i dont talk to everyday the update on madison. We took her to the eye doctor and they confermed what we had thought, maddys optic nerve ( the nerve that sends m...
Posted by living for him on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:21:00 PST