how do i survive? |
i feel like i am dying. I know he will be home and it will be ok, but he is my everything, my world, my best friend. How do i stay here keeping up everyday life while he is a million miles away. No wo... Posted by living for him on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:10:00 PST |
where do i go from here? |
I am so lost. Brian is leaving in Barely over a month, and i feel like my everything is going with him. I love him so much, and i know we will work through anything but I want him to be here so much m... Posted by living for him on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:01:00 PST |
ok, real one now, maddys eye update |
well, we went back to the eye doctor and maddy has been classified as leagally blind. They are putting her in glasses and said that they think if we can get her help now and start working on things th... Posted by living for him on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:13:00 PST |
who knows |
all i keep thinking is "i dont want him to go". I know that its his life, and what he loves to do, but it kills me. I cant imagine him being gone from me for over a year, and away from the children we... Posted by living for him on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:11:00 PST |
maddys appointment |
ok, so we went to the appointment and got good news for her eyes, they cant find anything in her brain that is causing her vision issues, which means she has a high chance of getting some if not all o... Posted by living for him on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:09:00 PST |
realization |
I've finally come to the realization that what I've needed all my life is right in front of me. I have the best husband that i could ever ask for. All my life ive looked for someone to talk... Posted by living for him on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 09:01:00 PST |
News from the home front |
Just wanted to write something to let everyone know that Brian has gotten orders to be leaving for iraq in the middle of april. We told the family first so now i can let friends know. He will at least... Posted by living for him on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:35:00 PST |
SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!! |
I am so tired of sitting here, wishing i had someone to talk to. Hating where i am right now and having no one who cares. Everyone is to busy with the imortant things to care about me and that sux. I ... Posted by living for him on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 11:28:00 PST |
i miss home |
i need you all to know that i miss the hell out of yall. You people need to check up on me and give a bitch a call every now and then, come on ya'll
de Posted by living for him on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:56:00 PST |
Maddys eyes |
Just wanted to post and let people that i dont talk to everyday the update on madison. We took her to the eye doctor and they confermed what we had thought, maddys optic nerve ( the nerve that sends m... Posted by living for him on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:21:00 PST |