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strange, deranged, divine, and different

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About Me

I'm 22, and the state still has my daughter, it seems the state likes to run you around and basicly screw you in the end, yea. but i think ive found the solution, considering everything they've done is based on lies and illegal preemptive things. well i think i should at least have my baby back soon:). Im currently in elk, with some good friends. and my car is there too. yep still doing cars:).this ones a hotrod, you'll be seeing it soon in pictures and blogs, haha. well, thats that for now, keep love around, kk? love you all
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?
What type of Fae are you?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Nice accepting people. I'm not having the best life, and wish everyone i don't know would just let me be me, but while that ever happen? i beg of you to be part of the cure and not part of the cause

My Blog

uummm......

I'm sure ive said this before but life sucks, and i know im depressed, thank you. when your parents steal your child, you've been rejected your whole life except from a couple of people, and then your...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:28:00 GMT

My lil’ hotrod

well, my current car is well a something :). its got a 82 buick regal frame, 70 olds 455 out of a toronado, the trans is a turbo-400 out of a bonneville, and the rear-end is a posi 10-bolt from a 83 c...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 17:49:00 GMT

i dont understand why i lvoe someone so much...

I’m still so in love with one person, no need to say who... i dont understand why. im doing what i can for her now... and i know i shouldnt. im afraid she gonna try to get with me, or at least d...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 00:36:00 GMT

for my tootie

ok so im writing this for my tootie, that is my daughter, little Trinity Rose.... I love you.... i miss you.... but dont worry im getting myself straight, slowly, but surely. may you fly on angels win...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 01:41:00 GMT

hey guess what?

so i read my psych evaluation today, and well it sounds all correct, i guess. accordind to it have something called "Dystymic Disorder", witch after a little research it ends up it basicly a type...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 01:59:00 GMT

wow.....

i wish i could just end it some times, or i could just fix everything, but i cant do either, i dont know how, i wish someone could, would more like it, help me, of course that doesnt matter, because t...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 01:29:00 GMT

OMG i met someone

yes, really i did, im so happy about it. I've been having this problem with finding someone who is honest, stragiht forward and doesnt expect me to wait till they decide we can be together, i guess we...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 00:24:00 GMT

why?

it seems that people like to make things difficult. i dont understand why, maybe its because there unsure, or maybe theyre just playing games, or are they just confused too??? i dont know, i just hate...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 17:54:00 GMT

Pardon my Pain

My past still haunts me,With an open maw,All my ghost's and burden's,I recall,Being cast to the floor,And to the side,Love that means nothing,And in the end,All I want is to fall,Bleed my blasphomy,Wa...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 22:11:00 GMT

this feeling

this feeling i have is killing me... bit by bit, day by day, i just want to kill myself... nothing feels real anymore, nothing seems right at all, theres not enoguh drugs and to much alcahol.... im no...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:57:00 GMT