Fruition |
I feel the walls
It's like they're closing in
I know the value
I remember my sins
Don't know where I am going
Trying to forget
Where I been
U will never realize
The door was open
I tried to let you in... Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 22:20:00 GMT |
thoughts |
why am i doin' this 2 me?
I make u choose & u think I'm being mean.
u knew that there would b some cost.
u knew that I would make u feel my loss.
did u miss me when I was gone? ... Posted by on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:07:00 GMT |
spiraling down |
I realize now, all the things, I should've said.
The pain is caused, by suicidal thoughts, ringing in my head.
Another 1 of those weeks, I should've, stayed in bed.
Can't shake the feeling, I'll be ha... Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:27:00 GMT |
AAAUUUGH!!! |
I steal myself. from my self.
I'm tired of hiding, in plain sight.
Gonna put my conscience, on da shelf.
Definitely not getting, any sleep tonight.
My new masks, fill you with dread.
Inside, my black ... Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 11:09:00 GMT |
sagacity |
For a brief, fleeting moment...
I considered atonement...
Quicker than the sentiment came...
It went.
I know I will never repent.
Pray, God may...
Someday...
Forgive.
&... Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 14:55:00 GMT |
times up. |
Mired in the ointment.
My soul, the fly.
Why can't I die?
It's not like I ain't tried...
Maybe, speciuos suicide?
I think I might.
Is it just a thought?
So fuckin'... Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 23:21:00 GMT |
thinking |
When pain became my, Truth. It's been there all along.
Lies around my neck... Tightening... Like a noose.
I had to say goodbye. To reconnect.
With who I was... Am... With who I have to be... Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 02:46:00 GMT |