Babies, Bad Dancers, and the Evolution of Me. |
Today has been a strange brew of nostalgia, boredom, and frustration. I read the obituary of a 19 year old friend of my daughter's. You know how it goes on the internet... you have something in mind... Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 17:45:00 GMT |
Breaking Up is Hard to Do |
I looked through this notebookfor an empty pagethrough rants and illustrated theologies,through abruptly aborted poetry,through notes I took at work that won't matter a month from now.and I finally fo... Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 13:10:00 GMT |
Just a Re-Minder |
Your choosing to be privateis a public statement still.For what you hide, is what you seekagainst your own self-will.Believing that you're bettermakes you less than what you are.You claim to be a pla... Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 06:22:00 GMT |
Conflication |
I want to be new againthrough such philosophical complicationthat can only equate to simplicity.I want to be buriedPurified by fireno fingernails to blamefor my shoddy chording.Words a thousand times ... Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 06:17:00 GMT |
Only Change doesn't Change |
Justifying my procrastinationwith her domineering chaos.So incredibly heavyand deeply lonely,the fear I chose.Whatever the consequence,at the end I am clean.And I can finally beginto build MY life.Ful... Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 06:09:00 GMT |
The Obligation of Awareness |
I come to this buildingonly because of my need(but also by demand and intimidation)and I immerse myself in to all offictional Juans taxeswhile a baby chokes on his last breathvoid of nutrition but no... Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 16:06:00 GMT |
On what's next. |
.... Okay,so I'll start by saying I'm feeling pretty insecure right now. Pleasedon't take that and feel like you have to comment or respond oranything. I'm not looking for anyone'... Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 19:01:00 GMT |
In Between the Static |
"So, Ms. Carter... the position is yours if you've decided you'd liketo join our company." There had already been two successful interviewsand Sandra had decided internally that if her new work enviro... Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 18:54:00 GMT |
The Power of CHOICE. |
This comes from a book called "Happier than God", but Neale Donald Walsh, who wrote "Conversations With God", a series that literally changed not my life, but my perspective OF it. Which in truth, is ... Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:20:00 GMT |
Introspection, Relief, and Babies. |
So... I've been dealing with a lot of my own drama lately. I've been overwhelmed with scary and intense situations. I've experienced panic attacks. Strangely enough, I just realized this morning that ... Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 13:45:00 GMT |