Ashley Nicole
if there are 10 stab wounds,
you're dealing with something more than
a kitchen accident.
-thomas mallon
b e c a u s e i a m
Captivating
i'm a caffeine-addicted 17 yr. old christian princess in love with my dracula like some kind of romeo & juliet. i'm profound. i have worth & purpose, & lordalmighty,
it's a beautiful thing to be me. my life has become a continuous motion of "happenings" in which i'm always
living, & my only explanation is that life happens. i'm the most emotionally happy person you will ever meet in your life. i fear everyday that my heart will explode from too much love.i like attention, & if you give it to me, i'll like you too. i work at macy*s & go to school at pacific view charter. i'm a poet & can be cynical. i appreciate everything. music isn't really my thing. one of these days my hair will understand that i hate it curly, & it'll just stay straight after i straighten it. i have faith that life has my back; i'm not afraid of death, but i am terrified of ladybugs. i change constantly; i crave it. i strive off balance & crash without it. i enjoy people & interaction, just not most teenagers or girls. i always get my way. people say i'm a bit conceited, but really, i just appreciate myself for everything i am: i know what i'm here for, i know i'm loved, i know i'm beautiful, so damnit, get off my back just because you have self-esteem issues & i don't. we can't all be perfect;]. i am pretty damn cocky though...i love driving, the ocean, & weddings. i drive a little blue '91 toyota corolla hatchback. i like to play. take me to a playground, & we shall be best friends. i lie, but i'm an honest person. i talk on the phone in late hours of the night. seriously, i have good people in my life, but i can't say i have "the best" friends ever. there's alot of drama & backstabbing in my life, but i do love them & i need them no matter what. i'm attracted to broken people & that's a bit self-explanatory. i give away my everything for the people i love but barely even receive appreciation in return. i guess that's society for you. i see more in people than they see in themselves, & i love, support, & push them until they see it too. we were made for something more, & i'll never "settle" for anything less or let anyone i love do so. i'm all smiles, kind words, & cuteness. i'm a good girl in a bad world. actually, i can be pretty bad, but only one person sees it & a select few hear about it. the sunny days come just for me . i like to be crazy, but i'm sorta some kind of mellow bordering shyness. i can be kinda moody. i've gotten so much more outgoing than i used to be. now you can't get me to shut up, & i talk way too much about myself & say the things over & over again. i have a collection of collections & an addiction to addiction. i'm always busy & out of the house. i'll spell your name however the hell i want & probably give you a new middle/last name, & if you have ignorantly bad spelling & grammar, i will kill you. i've been of every style except broho or abercrombie, so don't ever call me judgemental. i don't "judge" because that implies an assumption, & i don't assume, i
know. as a matter of fact, i know something close to everything, so don't even try. i get it; like, really, i live in the same reality on the same planet the rest of you do, i understand life.
i've been everywhere, man. so trust me, talk to me, & take my advice, because if you don't, i'll rub it in your face later when you fail miserably at life. have a smart heart.
did i mention i'm in love? because i am♥
Always do right. This will gratify some people & astonish the rest.
Mark Twain
