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Kindarr!!

The beauty of grace is that it Makes life NOT fair...

About Me

Im Kindall.Ive been told I have an old soul. I try to see the beauty in everything. I believe that in all of the hate and mistakes and death and destruction we experience everyday, their is too much beauty to be overlooked. I believe in looking closer, and in second chances, which sometimes get me into trouble. I am opinionated and passionate to the point of anger sometimes. I'm curious and interested in most things, but im volatile and selfish.People who dont know me think im shy. People who do know me think im crazy. Hate,love, life is too amazing to not believe. .Who understands me but me:They turn the water off, so i live without water, they build walls higher, so i live without treetops, they paint the windows black, so i live without sunshine, they lock my cage, so i live without going anywhere, they take each last tear i have, i live without tears, they take my heart and rip it open, i live without heart, they take my life and crush it, so i live without a future, they say i am beastly and fiendish, so i have no friends, they stop up each hope, so i have no passage out of hell, they give me pain, so i live with pain, they give me hate, so i live with hate, they have changed me, and i am not the same man, they give me no shower, so i live with my smell they seperate me from my brothers, so i live without brothers, who understands me when i say this is beautiful? who understands me when i say i have found other freedoms? I cannot fly or make something appear in my hand, i cannot make the heavens open or the earth tremble, i can live with myself, and i am amazed at myself, my love, my beauty, i am taken by my failures, astounded by my fears, i am stubborn and childish in the midst of this wreckage of life they incurred. I practice being myself, and i have found parts of myself never dreamed of by me, they were goaded out from under rocks in my heart, when the walls were biult higher, when the water was turned off and the windows painted black, i followed these signs like an old tracker and followed the tracks deep into myself, followed the blood spotted path. deeper into dangerous regions and found so many parts of myself. who taught me water is not everything, and gave me new eyes to see through walls, and when they spoke, sunlight came out of their mouths, and i was laughing at me with them, we laughed like children and made pacts to always be loyal. Who understands me when i say this is beautiful? Jimmy Santiago Baca

My Interests

Romantisicim* Theology*Knowledge*Art*Poetry*Beauty*** Oh and obviously games of spin the bottle with emily and kamruz Picking up doogskey at midnight Roasting marshmellows when theres no power Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

I'd like to meet:

:::::I like people who shake other people up and make them feel uncomfortable:::::

Music:

If i were a band i would be... A Day at The Fair, Acceptance, Against Me!, The All American Rejects, Amanda Ghost, An Angle, Anberlin, Annie, As Tall As Lions, Aqua, The Arcade Fire, Arctic Monkeys, Architecture in Helsinki, Augustana, Beirut, Belle and Sebastian, Berlin, Bif Naked, Billy Joel, Black Black Ocean, Bloc Part, Blonde Redhead, Bright Eyes, Butch Walker, The Cardigans, Cartel, Cat Power, Chromeo, Circa Survive, Coldplay, Collective Soul, Copeland, Counting Crows, Cursive, Damien Rice, Dandy Warhols, Dave Mathews, David Bowie, David Gray, Death Cab For Cutie, Dirty Sanchez, DJ Tiesto, Eisley, Electric Six, Elefant, Eric Clapton, The Faint, Feist, Figurine, Fiona Apple, Fischerspooner, The Fitness, Flaming Lips, Format, The Fray, The Goo Goo Dolls, Godspeed You Black Emperor, Grandaddy, Gragory and The Hawk, Hellogoodbye, Idiot Pilot, Imogen Heap, Interpol, Islands, Jacks Mannequin, The Jealous Sound, Joanna Newsom, John Mellancamp, Keane, Kings of Leon, Knapsack, Le Tigre, Limbeck, Louis XIV, Lovedrug, M83, Mae, Mariah, Mates of State, Metric, Mew, The Microphones, MSI, Minus The Bear, Most Serene Republic, Moving Units, Muse, Nancy Sinatra, The National, New Buffalo, New Wet Kojak, Nick Drake, Nickel Creek, Notwist, Nural, O.A.R., Oasis, Pat Benatar, Peaches, Pepper, The Perishers, Placebo, The Postal Service, Radio Jetstream, Radiohead, The Rapture, Ratat, Red House Painters, Relient K, Rocket Summer, Ryan Adams, Saul Willians, Say Anything, Scissor Sisters, The Secret Machines, She Wants Revenge, Sherwood, The Shins, Sigur Ros, Soho Dolls, The Sounds, Spill Canvas, The Stills, Sufjan Stevens, Ted Leo and The Pharamcists, Tegan and Sarah, Thievery Corporation, Tokyo Rose, Veda, The Vermicious Kind, The Verve, Waking Ashland, Wilco Etc.

Movies:

Anything that makes me think:American Beauty, Everything is Illuminated, Match Point, Requiem For a Dream, Spun etc. I like a comedy as much as the next girl: Wedding Crashers, Old School, Anchor Man etc. Lets not forget blood and guts: Nightmare on Elm St., Halloween, Freddy vs, Jason, Hills Have Eyes, Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Television:

Cartoons. Danny phantom, fairly oddparents, family guy, sealab 2021, futurama, the oblongs you know. besides being really immature and watching carttons, i am obsessed with CSI, American dreams, The O.C. and most of all, desperate house wives.

Books:

I love all different types of books. Poetry: Jimmy Santiago Baca, Pablo Neruda, and Jesse Klekamp. Favorites: A Million Little Pieces, Everything is Illuminated, Harry Potter series (Duh)

Heroes:

img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v305/Kindalldee/cunth ead.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"my bitches. whats wrong with my lips? but seriously, leonardo da Vinci. if he werent gay and dead, i would ask his hand in marriage. He is one of the most amazing people in history. Oh, and of course je suh-s.. The girls!! yea, theyre babes .. target="_blank".. The Fabulous Four, back in action

My Blog

Why you tryin to bring me down yo?

You live without conviction to anything. You live without depth, compassion, knowledge of life, sacrifice or the idea of true friendship. You are selfish and self centered, and the only thing that mat...
Posted by Kindarr!! on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:41:00 PST

La Guerra

I was never one for games. I hate the games that people play. I dont understand why being yourself is such a problem. Why try and hide who you are when you know at some point it will eventually shine ...
Posted by Kindarr!! on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:01:00 PST

Wouldnt you like to know

13 things you like being hyped. Screaming songs that everyone knows in packed car rides Going on long walks alone to think. Art. Any kind of it i appreciate One on one time with people. Cat Naps Coffe...
Posted by Kindarr!! on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 10:05:00 PST

We are all selfish human beings

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Posted by Kindarr!! on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 01:17:00 PST

get to know kindall in a million questions.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Kindall!Birthday:march 11Birthplace:palmero, italy. hahaCurrent Location:haha littletonEye Color:i have no idea, blue, greenHair Color:i dont know anymore, blon...
Posted by Kindarr!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

All I want is your..... KISS! fill it out? please?

The Ultimate Kissing Survey Age of first kiss: Number of people you've kissed: French kissing is: The worst kind of kiss is: The best kisser you know: The worst kisser you know: T...
Posted by Kindarr!! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST