About Me

(I felt the sun on my face for the first time, and tasted blood on my tongue for the last)

I moved to California

And I'm madly in love
And I'm engaged to the most perfect boy I've ever met.
And I'll hold on to the dream
Of this beggar's plea and optimistic fantasy
Just hold the hand and drop the knee
You're facing love
You're embracing melody
I leave the tv on even when I'm not watching it so I don't feel alone.
I carry my kitten in my shirt almost everywhere I go.
I want to move back to Rhode Island more than anything.
I miss my family.
I miss high school, Goddard Park, the Grange, and driving around really late.
I miss my best friend Jess.
I miss my sister. And my mom, and my aunt and cousins.
I miss my Uncle Billy ((RIP 4.26.07))
I have an irrational fear of my mother dying, and I have since I was 7 and my best friend's dad died.
I love to write.
I'm finally getting the hang of it again.
Oh yeah, and I'm going to be a mom.
I'm having a baby girl, and I'm due in February.
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My Interests

woa shes stellar

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Currently on my iPod:
Say Hi To Your Mom
Regina Spektor
Alesana
Dance Gavin Dance
30 Seconds To Mars
A Thorn For Every Heart
The Academy Is...
Amber Pacific
Anatomy of a Ghost
Anberlin
Armor For Sleep
Ashbury
Bayside
Boys Night Out
Bright Eyes
Chiodos
City Sleeps
Cute Is What We Aim For
Daphne Loves Derby
Dead Poetic
Death In December
The Early November
Emery
Fairweather
Fall Out Boy
From First To Last
Goo Goo Dolls
The Goodwill
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
Harry and the Potters
Hawthorne Heights
Hellogoodbye
The Hush Sound
Jacks Manequinn
Jamison Parker
June
Just Surrender
Kelly Clarkson
Leah Stargazing
Matchbook Romance
My American Heart
Northstar
Panic! At The Disco
Paramore
Plain White T's
The Rocket Summer
Say Anything
Senses Fail
Slik Willy
Something Corporate
The Spill Canvas
The Starting Line
Thrice
Underoath
We Are Scientists
Wilco
With Broken Wings
*many others.........

Television:

Put it in the antelope
This concept of "wuv" confuses and infuriates us!

Books:

Heroes:

Jessica Bernice Pitt. She is my best friend. My sister. I love this girl more than anyone else I know. She is my best friend forever. I don't know what I would do with her. I'd never make it through October. She is the best person alive and I am so thankful that she is my friend.

Adam Lima. One of my bestest friends. I don't get to see him nearly enough. But he can always make me feel better. We have some awesome times. Like playing "Next" on his porch at 2 in the morning. I love you Adam

To Write Love On Her Arms
Go to their myspace, read what they are about, watch the videos, read the story.
This has got to be one of the most amazing things I've ever seen
It's time people see that cutting and depression and suicide are not something that "emo kids do"
This is a serious problem.
To Write Love On Her Arms is there to get people help.
They are God's messangers on earth, saving those who are too tired and broken to hear God's word themselves.

My Blog

IT’S A ....

I'M HAVING A GIRL! I'M SO EXCITED! Ahhh I can't even believe it. I really thought it was going to be a boy. But nope! I get a baby girl and I'm going to let her dress like a princess and she's going ...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:59:00 PST

New phone numberrrr

message me for it.
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:06:00 PST

Perfection

I know I'm not perfect. I need to lose weight. My hair is faded and messy. I'm not always polite, and I don't always act like a lady. I make stupid jokes that no one laughs at. I'm a smart ass alot of...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:38:00 PST

i love chris lindsay

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Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 02:55:00 PST

Coastal Cities by The Secret Handshake

..> so turn the music downim tired of talking really loudi got just one last thing to saylets just drive across the countryjust drive me to the coastlets just drive across the countryjust drive me ...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:11:00 PST

If we had sex...answer pleaseee

If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU ! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? ...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 09:44:00 PST

Fill this out pleaseee<3

Your name: Where and when did we meet: Who is the love of my life:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:45:00 PST

My hitman name. I'm bored.

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Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 03:14:00 PST

i'm done

from now on, i don't give a shit what ANYONE thinks of me. you want to call me a slut? be my guest saying that i'm fat will make you sleep better? go the fuck ahead. all of you. i don't fucking care. ...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:30:00 PST

Dear Bryan

I don't know what I did wrong.Actually, I did nothing wrong.I know why you're being like this.Why do you have to be such a jerk?I did nothing but be there for you.You and Amanda fought, I'd cancel my ...
Posted by ♥AMP&hearts on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST