little missy

i love driving around either by myself or with others with no direction. i'm always attending master-classes and piano studios, or at least i used to. i love staring at the stars all night in a completely random place, they will always astound me. i love thunderstorms, and have often wanted to be a tornado chaser. i only like iced coffee or iced tea, i don't really like either of them hot for whatever reason. and after saying that, i'm also open to new things. i miss midnight walks to the playground. i always learn new random things everyday. i enjoy watching really bad scary movies and making fun of them, and also watching really good scary movies...but not by myself. my two little nephews are the CUTEST ever. anything with my best friends, even if we're not doing anything and we're just talking, is fine. just like everyone else, i have my own set of flaws. i'm not as innocent as people perceive me, but i'm not going to prove you otherwise. i adapt to my surroundings. classical music is the only kind of music that i can listen to repetitively and find new things about that will constantly make me melt. i'm always the first to apologize, whether or not it is my fault. i feel like i'm constantly under pressure and stress so i'm always finding new outlets. too bad the stress never goes away. maybe when i retire, whenever that'll be. i never expected to be where i am today, but i am, and so be it. whether or not that's a good thing, i still haven't figured out. and i'm not entirely sure of what i want to do with my life anymore, which is the most frustrating process. happiness is not always a priority, in fact, it's usually secondary to how i live my life. other people's happiness is usually what makes me happiest. apparently i'm pretty easy to talk to, and i don't mind talking to people; they're interesting. i love the color blue, all variations of it, there's no ugly shade of blue. i can be a little shy when you first meet me, unless, of course, you meet me when i'm drunk. either way, if you talk to me a little bit, i'll open up. usually. unfortunately, i'm in the habit of saying "ya'll". i'm sorry, but it is a little more convenient than saying "you all" so get over it. i can be a little ocd sometimes, you'll notice it more than i do. and one day, i plan to just drop it all and run away to italy. just to get away. i should probably learn italian first. and also maybe have some money...there's always something holding me back.

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--THE BASICS--
[name]: lauralie "lulu"
[birthdate]: 02.18.89
[sex]: female
[relationship status]: taken
[shoe size]: 8 1/2?
[parents still together]: yes.
[siblings]: a brother that's 15 years older than me. yeah, i was def. a mistake.
[pets]: two cats at home, speedy and lulu, and one in rochester, mickey
--FAVORITES--
[color]: blue. there is no ugly color of blue.
[number]: never had a fav. number. and if i did, i'd usually forget them.
[time of year]: summertime
[type of weather]: nice warm clear summer night. or severe thunderstorms/tornados
[food/drink]: sherrbert/i'm not picky about drinks. just not diet coke/pepsi. i like flavored diet drinks.
--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: not that i'm aware of...
[have any tattoos]: one day, i swear...i can't think of any good ideas...
[cheat on tests]: i have. everyone has.
[like scary movies]: yes, but not alone.
[like cleaning]: not really, but i don't really like living in a shithole either. so yeah, i usually end up cleaning.
[know how to drive a standard]: never learned.
[own a cell phone]: of course. that'd be weird.
[collect anything]: music?
--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: no. and i would lose.
[considered a life of crime]: sure, why not.
[considered being a hooker]: no. not unless i invent those "ho-runners". ya'll know what i'm talking about.
[been in love]: yes.
[made out with just a friend]: yes.
[hurt someone you love]: hopefully not.
[kicked someone in the nuts]: no. i'm sympathetic to guys.
--CURRENT--
[clothing]: jeans and long sleeved shirt. unfortunately it's almost always winter wherever i go.
[hair]: retardedly goldish. i really need to work on this.
[song you are in love with]: prok. second piano concerto.
[cd in your stereo]: i haven't had a cd since i was at least in the 8th grade.
[mood]: content enough.
[thing you ought to be doing]: there are always things i should be doing. always.
--LOVE--
[first crush]: this kid named luke in 1st grade, i would run around the classroom trying to kiss him on the cheek. i was a weird little kid.
[first kiss]: 01.14.03
[first love]: 01.14.03
[do you believe in love at first sight]: no. that's such a stupid romantic concept that doesn't even make sense.
[do you believe in "the one"]: sure.
[are you a tease]: i've been called that before. it's beyond me.
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: and how much would be left for myself? you have to keep a sense of self in relationships too.
--ARE YOU--
[honest]: yes. unless i'm trying to avoid confrontation.
[sarcastic]: extremely
[a daydreamer]: definitely.
[up tight or laid back]: pretty laid back, but uptight about weird things.
[messy or organized]: a mixture really.
[shy our outgoing]: shy at first, and then outgoing. unless i'm drunk. then i'm usually not shy at all.
--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: biting my nails, blocking out noises in the room
[are you double jointed]: lol, no. sorry to disappoint.
[can you roll your tongue]: yes!
[do you make your bed daily]: not....daily.
[which shoe goes on first]: it's never the same. whichever feels like getting dressed first.
--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something]: yes. pretty much necessities. like a toothbrush.
[been sick]: unfortunately. and fuck this whole tendonitis bullshit, btw.
[sang]: in the shower, sure.
[missed someone]: yes.
[gotten drunk]: most definitely.
[gotten a haircut]: unfortunately.
[watched cartoons]: no....that's a good idea
[been kissed]: yes
[lied]: yes
--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: ....like...a slumber party? i stay in my apt.
[spent the night with you]: ok..i have no idea.
[saw you cry]: hopefully no one. i always cry at the weirdest times and always against my will, i hate it.
[made you cry]: probably someone.
[you said "i love you" to]: cammy.
[told you they loved you]: cammy
--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: accomplishment. and euphoirc happiness.
[the worst feeling in the world]: being trapped in a situation you have no control over. and no, you don't always have control over everything.
[your greatest fear]: failing in what i love. it's not a question of if i love it enough. right now it's sort of "is this even physically possible for me anymore" kid of thing.
[the thing you want most in life]: to just be happy, no complaints. that's why i love summer so much.
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