Ugly Black Stone |
I'm the Black plagueForced to live a lifeDistant from everyoneNever to know the touchOf another human beingSomeone who wouldActually care for meHold meMake me feel whole againIt's like the Midus touch... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:31:00 GMT |
Black Waters |
Yet another lonely night goes byAs I sit, staring at the worldHow I wish I could be part of itInstead of just an onlookerStaring at this empty wallAs images seem to manifestCreatures & demons gawk... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:14:00 GMT |
Just A Little Longer |
Sometimes... I really hate the way I feel. All the drama I cause within myself, and others. It really isn't fair. I don't like the position I've been in lately. Things just aren't as I expected them t... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:13:00 GMT |
Cold Memory |
I look at my hands; I see that they are not like they once were. Tiny, smooth, cute, chubby little hands of a child.Now they are old, wrinkled, disfigured, and full of pain.I feel so old. Older then I... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:09:00 GMT |
My Wandering Mind |
My body. It's cold. Both inside and out.What the fuck are you doing?! Go away! I hate you. You ruined me. You ruined her. You caused us pain.There's a hole inside of me.A wound. A gash.I'm bleeding ev... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:09:00 GMT |
Toast To Immortality |
To the twin brothersThose who cannot beOne without the otherNo one would ever seeTo the brothers forever aliveThe two men who cannot dieHere in this place, one which forsakenForever being with no reas... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:08:00 GMT |
Raped |
Break down the wallsMy pain is coming throughThere is no useNothing you can doI can barely keep it insideIt hurts too much to breathI'm choking on my own tearsAnd I'm so fucking blindWhat else is left... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:07:00 GMT |
The Blade |
He knows my name all too wellHe calls to me every dayI just ignore him and go onBut lately he's calling to meMore and more and moreIt's getting harder to ignore himHe just wants to use me againUse me ... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:06:00 GMT |
My Home |
I sit in silence, and wonder why.Why must my mind haunt me?Push me to the edge of insanity.Try and force me to jump.Take the plunge into the deep waters.Try and drown me in my own thoughts.Try and cho... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:05:00 GMT |
The End Is Near |
Each day that passesI'm killing myselfI'm going through hellI've no self-worthOne of these daysI'm just gonna end itSay "Bye bye" to the worldTo all my 'friends'To my whole familyI am sorry, howeverI ... Posted by on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 10:04:00 GMT |