/ TOTALLY DEVOTED ............................................................ ............................................................ ...............................................; Desperatly trying to reach the promsied ans so expected fairy tale. Trying to be one of the "kinds", one of the defined types of women, in order to be something, to be recognized; from the moment you can be put away maybe things are easier? Trying to "define" myself, through attempts, experiences, little home made scenes, little confrontations. Trying to discuss with things that are supposed to mean something: apples, crowns, high heels, an apron, a white veil... Trying to discuss with some places that have their own sense as well; a kitchen, a man's office, a strip club or a bathroom... Things that tell me what I am. Simone de Beauvoir said a woman is the "other". The something else, that we definy from a man's point of vue, a point of vue she does adopt as well, because it is a general point of vue. ............................................................ ..Im walking through stereotypes, metaphorical things, pictures from some old time, everywhere there's a woman, using every effort to embody the character she is supposed to be, this character she actually sets herself, in those little daily (ridiculous and violent) tragedies which give life a sense ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ...... I Split up and reconstruct ............................................................ ............................................................ ........................................ Complexity between pure and dirty / Fantasized reality and fairy tales running to madness / Dream of beauty as an escape to eternity / Dramatizing the routine to transform shit into marvel / Embarrassment because of this body who is impure by nature and naturally guilty / Fears and fascinations / Dialogue with symbol-objetcs / A company for rent: feminity-power or feminity-submission / Complacency in unsubstanciality............................................ ............................................................ ...I often re-interpret pictures because I don't manage to own them, because they usually get away from me..... Then a scene can be shot, and re-worked, and photocopied, and re-shot, and drawn, etc......................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ...........................................................J ust in case I need to make one thing clear: Im not a feminist!................................................... ............................................................ ....................................................... I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace) ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .....................................................
