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I have just arrived in Dallas Texas from Dayton, OH and am trying to write my great novel, trying to make it or break it, trying to set up the steps towards my elevation in the stars I also work exclusively with two talented photographers, Braille of Stillborn and also Placid Star Productions, you can check them both out under my top friends section. I'm a creative assistant/producer/mouthpiece/fucking crazy bitch, good times!Going on 25, learning to breathe still it seems teaching myself to be compassionate always to everyone, even with the desire to turn away and shut myself off..I can't..if I can't feel, what's the point in my existance. I'm impulsive and high spirited most of the time. I believe the essence of god is love. I also believe that all religions are correct, that they are all just different interpretations of the same govourning higher power (man, woman, spirit, ghost, tree, energy, what have you). I love music (a bit of a junkie actually) I love art and beauty and freedom and reality. my biggest fear is a cage. I've always secretly wished I had wings. I fancy myself a writer, I've written quite a bit, yet at this point in my life am lacking inspiration. I once thought I wanted to be a film maker and also a budhist monk and an Opera Singer, A teacher...My friend once told me he'd pay me to take a video camera everywhere I went so that everyone could see the things I tell him happen to me. My family is absolutely insane and I love them, my friends are moving away from this draining place, some of my friends are buying into the social stuff...family, marriage, kids, 9-5..and that's fine, don't get me wrong, we all need comfort, food, shelter, love, sex...but if we are evolved, can't we just go on with what we personally feel driven to do, not what is expected of us? I could go on forever.. but instead I'll say this...Sending you love wherever or whoever your are!!!

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F’n short ass updated

Workin, hate my job, quitting my job actually soon, going away for the weekend, after the dust settles from the holiday psychosis.  Out to the country, gonna take a lot of weed, watch the stars, ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 05:19:00 GMT

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 10:17:00 GMT

Don't read this!

This the resultof a strange hypnosis like tranceor meditationif you willI'm swimming in the middle of so many thingsPerhaps I have just seen  one too many horror moviesthe kind that are acted out...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:13:00 GMT

WHAT'S GOING ON?!

HELLO ALL!It's been a long time since I wrote anything on here, I've been very busy with a new project!I'm currently in the works on a awesome new horror movie entitled "ONe Night."  It's fresh s...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 09:17:00 GMT

I DON'T DO THIS

what the hell happened to the girl who thought she had her shit together?  balanced (although a little manic at times): just stuck in a loop of perpetual shit with the knowledge that this could b...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:48:00 GMT

It's all so going wrong

that I'm such a hopeless (hopefull) romantic (in my head)and you're so notand when I make love to youit turns into only sexI hate that you talk and ask questionswhen we're in the heat of itand that yo...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:35:00 GMT

BUT STILL

So...hm..things are insane, unhappy, chaotic yet borring, useless, hopeless, I cry easily lately, disasters averted, some I drove right into and I don't drive and I have a car I was supposed to get la...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 23:18:00 GMT

Remember to be BRILLIANT

Just wanted to comment on the fact that I've got so many things I dream about and so many things I have to see and do and things I was supposed to do yesterday.  I think everyone has things, thin...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 02:54:00 GMT

MY ANTI-PRAYER

I've come to the conclusion that we're all puppets and no matter how hard I try, I'm still hanging from heaven by my neck. no religion has a cure that I haven't tried yet. Dear Heavenly Father, I thin...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Jun 2005 20:18:00 GMT

Ashlee Simpson

So, just got home from a Ashlee simpson concert, my sister's "birthday bash", with about 10 screaming little girls. It was fun, the music was bad and Ashlee didn't do a repeat of her little hoedown d...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:57:00 GMT