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I spend(used to spend) most of my time playing Counter Strike:Source and WoW. Yes, I am(was) a hardcore gamer. I still play but not as much as I did in the past.I HAD quit World of Warcraft because it takes up too much of one's time(started building up a Tauren Warrior after i sold my other account for $250), and im more into CSS and BF2. I Thought I was happy, come to find out, I wasn't even close... being alone sucks and makes me depressed. Um im not fucking gay or bisexual, even if I say I am all the time, I fucked up my life already. High school was supposed to be cool and I was supposed to get good grades, I'll be lucky if I get accepted anywhere to college(going to start trying now). In ninth grade is misbehaved and had to talk to the school counselor, she said i had ADD and was bipolar and that I had to get tested for it. I refused and now I just wonder to myself if I am really bipolar(I have moodswings?)...Yes I am fucking depressed most of the time and I really dont know what keeps me sane. As far as music goes I mostly listen to everything but mostly punk. I spend my nights talking to people on Ventrilo, and one person, Josiah, has been there to help me through alot of my problems. I guess ill write more later..