I might aswell start of by saying my names Harry.
Usually i'm against writing this sort of stuff because I suppose no one will ever get to know me the way I want them to.
First impressions, yeah i'd say they count alot but I believe in giving everyone a chance, even if this isn't reciprocated.
I am generally a happy guy, we all have our moments where we're alone and where the bad stuff sets in, but generally i'll play some guitar and listen to music, it always helps.
I was never really active musically but i've just found over the past few years that I love to write all kinds of music, mostly Metal, but its not like once every so often i'll break out my acoustic and write some chill out stuff.
I love to be loved by other people, I will always appreciate the love that music brings, not just from strangers, but from those closest to you.
I've always been fascinated by politics and if theres ever a debate going on amoung friends, i'll be there giving my opinions, because thats just the person I am, I try to be unbias about most things, but we all have our passions.
I'm the kind of person who is always sidetracked by thoughts of other things... I was always the person thinking of how we would get out of surreal situations... how would we survive?
If you ever meet me I might not have much to say and its not that i'm bored or sad or anything, I just have to find a subject we can both relate to before I really open up.
I'd just like to say that I really appreciate people who don't bullshit me, straight talking is the only way with me, its the only thing that matters, dressing things up really doesn't help anyones situation.
I'm not exactly somebody who likes to take major risk's, I can be a bit of a storman norman at times.
I really love summer days, especially at Download... its a pure escape from reality, everyones your best friend, random parties, random times, random things... randomness in general.
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Thoughts on the future? Well to be honest, like most people, I want to be happy, comfortable, also to have that feeling of satisfaction knowing I have lived a full life and that this isn't the end.
I'd also like to share it with someone else aswell.
I'll always be perplexed by life and to be honest for me I have no set future, I have no idea what I want to be, I have no real idea what I want to do at all... I love my music and if that ever goes anywhere then I know i'm set. Just ride the wave
Marriage? Yeah, hopefully, we'll see if anyones really up to the challenge, obviously on my part i'd be trying my best because what are you doing if you aren't trying your best to keep things together?
The Army? Yeah, I may only be in the TA but this is the compromise for the moment, I may join the forces full time at some point but thats just the backup plan I guess. It has its really good up's, but also its stupidly low low's.
I've always felt an obligation to serve my fellow man in some way, and although I know that sounds gay and contradicting because I may not always be aiding my fellow man, we do a lot of good work.
The Band? Like i've said somewhere at the top of the page, I love my music and I hope other people get the feeling from my music that I do when I write it... A song that always really made me 'feel' was Killswitch Engage - The End of Heartache and thats why we will keep covering it, if you haven't heard Killswitch Engage, you should buy 'The End of Heartache', it really changed my perception on music and gave me a feeling I hadn't felt in a while about music.
Family? I have plenty of it, they are out there everywhere... Germany, Ireland, the US... if we're talking about close blood ties and not people who phased out a thousand years ago; the idea that I could be walking down the street or be sat next to someone on the bus who may share blood ties with me has always even if its only like 1/32 has always fascinated me.
Relationships? Many heartbreaks, yes we've all been there, I look back and yes the bad times do stand out, but I also love to reminisce about the good times... the bad terms were always good in the way that they were learning curves, but obviously you have to experience the bad with the good... but... the good times, always give you that feeling or... if you see photo's, may make you cry (o god, yes I do cry).
Nowadays my outlook on the whole thing is, i'll get in to one when I find the right person, although I am looking, i'll just be here waiting until something happens.
Yeah if you really want to know, I love to cuddle, I love holding hands, I love to love, fact, I am the boyfriend who is sensitive but only has to be a man when I need to be, other than that, i'm soft as shit lol.
Sex? Too right. Enough said.
Heritage? Although this ties in with the family thing, i've always been interested in where i've come from, but from what i've learned from relatives and doing a bit of research, my blood goes back all over europe, my name traces back to Scotland and before that Scandinavia somewhere... well at least in the past thousand years as far as I know, one side of my family has been in Britain for a long time... Mum's side of the family originally was from France or something! regardless of that, I like to see myself as British.
Religion? Yes, i've always sort of been in denial about my faith, but I finally broke that and started accepting the fact that I do believe.
Yeah people may slate me for it and call me an idiot, but my take on it is that, none of 'this' that you see around you could have been possible without some sort of intervention.
People have asked me, how can you believe in God? the fact is, I just do, there is no logic in that.
I don't have a sense of pride about my faith, I don't have to bring it up in conversation unless its needed, i'm not offended by jokes about christianity, its just a joke, I often joke about my own faith, even if there are comments that are meant with malicious, although i'd prefer it if you put them across in a sensitive critical manner, its up to you, just don't expect me to listen to you anymore.
Also... I don't expect other people to be religious, its your choice, I don't expect other people to understand God, because if 'it' is out there, its far beyond our comphresion, so there is no need for me to understand.
I may not exactly be the best christian in the world, but I am just human, i'm sure that if God is around he understands that cause of all things and hopefully will forgive me for whatever i've done, although I do try to be a good person, I can just ignore that side and do as I please, thats just crap. And no... I don't go to chuch.
Advice? Find yourself a good set of morals, stick to them, don't compromise, if you know something is wrong do something about it.
Have courage. Have integrity. Be level headed. Take an independance stance on arguments. Have pride, but don't let it blind you. Intelligence over instinct. Be reasonable. Be curtious. Have Manners. Don't judge on first impressions. Get to know people for who they really are. Most importantly, help one another.Anyway, if you like what you read (although it was pretty deep), chat to me, i'm always around. [email protected]
