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Can't sleep.

Have you ever felt like you jumped into something too fast?I feel like I don't legitimately have any friends here. I thought that I wanted an even mix of guys and girls... couples... like I've had in ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Oct 2009 00:48:00 GMT

Explosions.

Things changed somewhere along the line... there was a rift, a tear in my life somewhere.Who the hell are you? I almost had it figured out... and then I forgot. I figured out who you were, and how you...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 17:58:00 GMT

This is a keepsake summer... to keep in my dreams.

I'm here.I'm home.Explanation:My heart beat, beat beat...Until he left me, and it was over over for good.And then I died.I was dead, I guess that's why I considered suicide so often this summer.I was ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 15:41:00 GMT

Story time... couldn't finish, got distracted.

The concert was going on in the next hall, the music too loud to hear the screams of the females within the beer stand in the entryway. Raising Amber played on, completely oblivious to the shocking sc...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Jul 2009 07:45:00 GMT

Nothing ties together, but expanse is the first step.

In a life where children grow up every day, never knowing their dads, or their moms, or either... we live.In a life where people die on the streets every day, never knowing the taste of real food, onl...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:03:00 GMT

How do I inspire my mind with no inspiration in my heart?

Gahh, I'm so pathetic.I have nothing left in my heart to write.I have never felt this vacant before in my life.Maybe it's because I hate myself and I don't want to look inside me.I can't find anything...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 08:49:00 GMT

It's been awhile.

And it's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highAnd it's been awhileSince I first saw youAnd it's been awhileSince I could stand on my own two feet againAnd it's been awhileSince I could call yo...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:24:00 GMT

Burn or fly

Breathing deeply, I feel the high of a life where I don't know the meaning of truth. To feel the wonderful emptiness of existance is the ultimate boost in the thought that there is no reason for me to...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 10:48:00 GMT

Kittens are just thunderstorms in disguise.

And, tonight, I know you're flying again. Just like always, same 'ole, same 'ole, you've got your friends around you and you can't even think of me. But that's okay, I'll just go away for a while and ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 15:39:00 GMT

Makes me cry.

I can't write anymore...I don't know what to do...I can get like the first couple lines of my thoughts down, and then...nothing.I think I've lost it again.This always happens around Christmas time.I f...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 04:54:00 GMT