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Make sure to check out my photography site--- myspace.com/beautifulnproductions

About Me


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Born in Clearfield Base, Utah an air force brat to an Italian father and a Portuguese mother. At age 3 I moved with my family to Venezuela in South America where I was raised and experienced real culture. Around 8 years of age my family made the smart sacrifice of moving to Orlando, where I was promised freedom and a much better upbringing. When I was 16 I was involved with a local label that I hoped would have set off my singing career, however due to the unfortunate fact that they decided to go all "Hip Hop" my dreams were crushed. After that destructive chapter in my life I became a very negative and unbearable person, that is until my father kicked me out of the house because he discovered that I am gay. We did not speak for two years and it was the best thing my father had ever done for me. I have found many true friends through my journeys and thanks to them I was never alone. I am now a photographer and own my own company "Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Productions". I am a much more positive person (for the most part) thanks to "The Secret" and I absolutely love myself before anyone else. I am not perfect, as matter of fact I am extremely & deliciously complicated. I welcome interesting conversations and points of view. Don't be scared to say hello or even ask for advice from me, a complete stranger doesn't tend to judge as if someone who knows you very well. Until then my friends, have a beaut;ful day & stay positive!
Creative • Proud • Risk-taking • Fun-loving • Dramatic • Dignified • Theatrical • Passionate • Affectionate • Ardent • Loyal • Loves attention • Very strong • Independent • Noble • Leader • Sunny • Bright • Super cool • Magnetic • Kingly • Powerful • Enthusiastic • Protective •Adoring •Playful • Inventive • Generous • Supportive • Warm • Broad-minded • Expansive • Faithful • Warmhearted • Loving
Bossy • Patronizing • Egotistical • Pompous • Dogmatic • Pushy • Materialistic • Over-dramatic • Argumentative • Interfering • Jealous • Self-serving • Voracious • Arrogant • Intolerant
Politics or governmental work • Business • Lawyer • Photographer • Entertainer • Music and Art • Fashion Designer
Spotlight • Speculative ventures • Luxurious living • Drama • Adornment • Fashion • Pageantry • Grandeur • Kids
Doing things safely • Small minded people • Penny-pinching • Being compared to others • Loneliness

My Interests

Photography---Fashion Design---Fabulosity---Art---Entertainment---Advertisement--- and things of that nature!
HELP ME RAISE SOME MONEY FOR THE LESS FORTUNATE!


I'd like to meet:

People who share my love of art, the beauty of life and appreciate the little things it has to offer. People who carry a positive attitude and a smile on their face even when times are bad. Individuals who I can engage in a serious conversation with...

Music:



Movies:

The Devil Wears Prada, To Wong Foo, The Holiday, P.S. I Love You, Splash, Mean Girls, The Little Mermaid, Iron Man, The Descent, The Exorcist, Happy Gilmore, Spice World, Sex & The City, Stomp The Yard, Steel Magnolias, Pretty Woman, Erin Brockovich, Runaway Bride, Tomb Raider, Schindler's List, The Lord of the Rings, To Kill A Mockingbird, Memoirs Of A Geisha, Forrest Gump, The Butterfly Effect, The Wizard Of OZ, The Green Mile, Million Dollar Baby, Ratatouille, Harry Potter, The Color Purple, Spiderman, Monster, The Little Rascals, The Lion King, Mulan, Finding Nemo, 27 Dresses, Because I Said So, Big Fish, The Notebook, True Lies, Queen Elizabeth, Phat Girls, 300, Bambi and much more...

Television:

Sex & The City, Friends, Roseanne, Dead Like Me, The Girls Next Door, Iron Chef, Clean House, Extreme Makeover, House, Grey's Anatomy, Ace Of Cakes, Everybody Loves Ray, King Of Queens, How I Met Your Mother, Scrubs, Everybody Hates Chris, The Bernie Mac Show, Project Runway...

Books:

Ones with pictures ;)

Heroes:

Single mothers and fathers who have full time jobs, go to school and still have time for their kids. People who inspire for the good.

My Blog

Torn Out Page By Page

Story of my life torn out page by pageForgetting the past flowing down that dirty riverJust to be recycled He tells him you will never go down that path againLies spewing out like flames Hig...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 03:07:00 PST

Relationships Gone Sour...Do You See A Pattern?

Here is the lastest...Don't do the same thing expecting different results... Always,The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:12:00 PST

Its Obvious (You Dont Love Me Anymore)

Lying by myself in the bedroom Pillows soaked from the tears I've cried So scared to close my eyes That's when I see you Worlds falling apart It's breaking my heart I scream for you please love me t...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 01:52:00 PST

Heartbreak

Hey everyone, I am putting this personal video out. I am sure that most of you can relate. Judge if you must. >Always,The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 12:53:00 PST

No Sense, Just Words

I feel so numb to everything around meThe sun doesn't shine anymoreThe stars don't fill the night skyMy world is stillThe wind doesn't touch my skin The rain doesn't penetrate me I'm broken ...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 05:28:00 PST

Every Story Must Unfold

Every Story Must Unfold I often wondered what it was that I was doing wrongI felt like the only fish in the pondWhy did all the "fish in the sea" leave me?Why did they all deceive me?Many questions un...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:46:00 PST

Taking Life For Granted...

Tomorrow is never promised. We often take life for granted, people for granted. I am doing the hardest thing I have ever done and that is love someone and not be able to see them every day. This comes...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 06:22:00 PST

The Sense Of Smell...

The sense of smell is such a powerful tool. One simple smell can take us way back to our childhood where sweetest memories were built, or bring back bitter memories. When I am with somebody their natu...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 11:34:00 PST

My Soundtrack To Life...

Do you ever wish that your life had a soundtrack? For every emotion you would go through music would follow you. Can you imagine if everybody had a soundtrack, you would then know how they are feeling...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 12:03:00 PST

The Hurt Of Missing You Is Unimaginable

The hurt of missing you is unimaginableI never knew that my heart could ache so much I looked at my bed tonight and wished you were thereYour warm body next to mine, holding youWaking up in the middle...
Posted by B The Beaut;ful N;ghtmare Himself ™ on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 04:06:00 PST