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DARWIN

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About Me

CHECK THIS OUT!! ..THIS WAS MY HALLOWEEN MASTERPIECE!!!!FUCKEN AWESOME! ..................................................... " MY NAME IS DARWIN,I AM AN ARTIST: the back ground for this page is anOTHER example of my work, (mixed medium) sketches turned digital, PHOTO SHOP-7 is the shit! i also sculpt and paint but mostly detailed sketching with a pen. eventually i'll end up doing tatoos but that's later. ............................................................ ..................................I AM A HEAVY METAL VOCALIST: recent project "CIRCLE OF VIOLENCE" after I LEFT MY original band " NEGATIVE OUTPUT " for personal and political reasons ( NOW THEY FUCKIN' SUCK BALLS. ) but when i'm not yelling at the top of my lungs on stage i usually write poetry, i do the acoustic vocals once in a while, softer more melodic recordings, you know (for the kids....)nothing special.$$$$$$$$$$$$$$AND NOW THE JOB 9:00am- 5:00pm or 7:00pm OR ???????? FLOOR SUPERVISOR / PRIMARY COUNSELOR for a behavioral health unit @ a hospital. or as people would refer to it by :(PSYCHO-WARD, NUT HOUSE, LOONEY BIN etc.....) for 5.5 years now. I FIND IT challenging SOMEdays (usually after the weekend) but theres always something different going on. "iT GeT's A littLE cRaZZy SOmeTimEs." helps me deal with every day ass holes i encounter on the streets or at the store OR on the " INTERNET " ( MYSPACE?).... wild! when i'm not at work i find time for the good times.

My Interests

.. .. .. SELF DESTRUCT

I'd like to meet:

-------------"Settle" The destructive power of change. For The more we found, was lead by changing my ways. Subtle is To hit or miss, when this happens almost nightly now.Step into my world in vain, then speak to me with no words.I'm to weak to lay down. i drown. On THIS inconsiderate fucking ground.What are you waiting for? to Come and play with your fears. don't shed These tears for they will always lead you home. Go away, can't say what you want. To believe that we failed, to feel the same. Now Would it be the same? no! i blame you, this is your fault. I blame you, for the lack of compassion in me.(_circle of violence_) 2007" just imagine a really dirty heavy guitar with a melodic intentional after taste that keeps jumping, twitching, bending and dancing on the surface of a metal meets classical background still infront of the brutal distorted perception . the bass notes with a pulse at alarming rates keeping the constant persistance of rythm per milli second. vibration of the beat with a flow, fingures keep on plucking the cord and climbing till a slap. drums with an abstract impact, pushing the attack and deliver the tones from the back bone and soul. in a pattern and tempo beating the fits of rage in a blasting beat, the power of destruction in a machine gun. lock the feet in motion the quicker you run the faster the sound of the kick drum . coordination of the hand and eye. while the sticks are punching the crash as they roll. pause. this is the drive the fuel to the fire and burn. breathing ever so heavy can i scream, above all is the voice of the idle time. expression of passion in a riddle of the mind. written in a sentence, with every other letter in the first word trying to explain the last . i believe that words have multiple gestures disfigured impressions of a vision of purpose and beliefs. listen to what can't be said...................Be never simply content, always wanting more than just the very least. "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today"DON'T be affraid OF moving slowly, but only of standing still.In communication the most important thing, is hearing what is'nt being said. Behaviors and gestures are the unspoken expressions of our unconscious minds. The way we act is generally the result of what can't be said. The constant. Everyone wants to judge, but not many can live up to their convictions. They have a vision left in the shallow end of EVERYONE ELSES opinions. Social standards have driven the masses to the point of limited expression. people don't just say what they think. To avoid being critisized, they say nothing, do nothing, want nothing and become NOTHING. In the eyes of the repressed and ignorant, things are better left in silence. Comfort in repetition and the loss of ambition leaves them weak and beaten by their image of fear. Standing still and closing their eyes to keep themselves from looking for what's wrong. The imperfect HUMAN by nature is a beast with basic needs. We shouldn't fear the thought of moving slowly but only standing still. We accomplish only what we attempt, we try so hard not to fail yet we fail to process if we don't embrace the destructive power of change. This is the circle of violence.--------------------------------------------------- ---- “ DRUGS! You Abuse In these rusted chains you choose to be shackled and left to rot.” Absence of light This parallel – Keeps forcing me down. Well I can’t sleep now, Oh so slowly I drown. I want to die, Never closer to the edge, to be, to feel, awake, alone. To regain control, Can you Let it all go ?– so- sober -come down. so self destructive If I need what I want to feel BETTER now now now this is real.Disconnect*3 From youRel apse- Side affects from the poison pro mise not to pressure The urge. So bitter the after taste of concern. Even the odds*3 I Suppose the best way to deal with my anger and the hurt is to die. Even the odds*3 I tried to pay attention, My idle mind is causing me to effect, People around me. cut this layer of flesh from my eyes. I want to see the delusional world. I’m always distracted..delayed This is real.. Pain.-----------------------------------------song #3. Fragile stem No! trust! Celebrate the terror*2 Oh there’s gonna’ be blood There’s gonna be hatred now, Witness the birth of our greed. Go! Then kill or be killed Revenge is our name, Murder, pain, disorder and bloodshed- War can’t be played by the rules. Who’s in control of the vengence? Are we the victims or thieves.?PLANE CRASH AND BURN*4 NOW! Hopeless and lost in the flames Found! The deeper the cut wont heal. Evil tormented souls, Clinching their fist, With a lust for blood.PLANE CRASH AND BURN*4 These hands will kill.. For the tears of sorrow. No remorse in rage.Back home, cold Heroes who saved us. So much control, hold The hands of dehumans. Cold blooded… So much control..You deserve these nightmares you own. You hold the gun, lock and load. Murder and pain. Get on your Bleeding palms and knees Burn burn brutal Cold burning ashes. Kill kill kill kill kill Cold blooded Stare in the eyes of the dead.

Music:

far (ONE LINE DRAWING/ NEW END ORIGINAL), poison the well, snot, slaves on dope, stone temple pilots, mudvayne, LAMB OF GOD, hate breed, dillinger escape plan, pantera, black seed *scripted murder, the haunted, system of a down, unwritten law, the vandals, old suicide machines, union 13, sepultura, DEL , canibus and FUCK "negative output! " oh ya, i also hate country music

Movies:

"the Crow" (part one only) "PI" ( 3.14674427686751) " FIGHT CLUB" ( kick ass) "American history X" (Bite the curb) and once in a while a GOOD 6.HOUR PORN.

Books:



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Heroes:

+PAPA smurf ( because he wasn't affrahttp://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a215/mindtemple/green girl.jpgid to ask, who's your daddy?). +RASPUTAN the monk who persuaded women into having sex, by calling these lude acts a type of religion ( hey, church. now thats an idea:) +CHARLES DARWIN , for putting up with a whole lot of shit from a hole lot of people, to prove a theory. (genius)+ fuck it , Bill Clinton for getting HEAD at work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

My Blog

passion

"i'm trying to consentrate, but my thoughts are lacking focus!"
Posted by DARWIN on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:48:00 PST

hate

 
Posted by DARWIN on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 10:12:00 PST