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I will love you forever Erin~~~till we meet again my blue eyed Angel


This Site Is Dedicated To My Daughter Erin, And all the lost animals that we let die every year without batting an eye.I know my Erin would back me on this,as she could not stand to see any creature or human treated without respect.We lost Erin October 13th 2006 .She died of a broken spirit.Depression held her down for over seven years.There is much to learn about the effects of depression.Some of these effects are death.We know that she is in Heaven and are comforted by that but miss her with every passing day.She would join me in asking everyone to please look at what is happening to our animals across the world and try to make a difference. Please help the animals. God put us all here to share the Earth.Compassion is all we need to make a real difference. This layout was handmade with love by the folks at My space or yours? Go get one!
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My Beautiful Erin


What My Child Has Taught Me:I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that learning to forgive takes a lot of practice. I've learned that friends may become strangers, And strangers become friends. I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for lack of compassion. I've learned that some people will never,ever-"get it". I've learned that the community of sorrow is the strongest of all. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you ever see them. I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone. I've learned that sorrow is so deep it has no words.
pleasureyourpage.comA million times I've needed you, A million times I've cried, If love could have saved you Erin, You never would have died. Things we feel most deeply, Are the hardest things to say, Our lovely angel..we love you, In a very special way. If we could have one lifetime wish, One dream that could come true, We'd pray to God with all our hearts, For yesterday and you.The LORD is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation. Shouts of joy and victory resound in the tents of the righteous: 'The LORD's right hand has done mighty things! The LORD's right hand is lifted high; the LORD's right hand has done mighty things!' I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the LORD has done. The LORD has chastened me severely, but he has not given me over to death. Open for me the gates of the righteous; I will enter and give thanks to the LORD. This is the gate of the LORD through which the righteous may enter. I will give you thanks, for you answered me; you have become my salvation. Psalm 118:14-21 TNIV Biblewhat cruel hands must cause thy pain and anguish so to mend thy own intentions for self inflicted pain. To inflict thy pain on this poor creature that once in range became the target for your misery, as I see this poor creature lie there on the table wagging its tail still keeping hope, I wonder what pain and anguish it can endure before giving up thy own words and blows that scar so deep as they seem pour salt on an open wound What cruel hands did cause this pain --- by [email protected]

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BE... Just be... Be all that your opened heart calls for. Listen for the whispers of spirit to direct you and face this human experience in a responsible way, without fear... These material things that we know will not be important as we move into the next realm... What is important is that you face death with certainty, and dignity. We are the chosen ones for this lifetime. We are the ones that we have been waiting for. And we will create exactly what we choose. If we choose to find the beauty of humanity and spirit above all other things, we will all be just fine... ~As we Just Be~ ~Your path awaits you~

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</aI whisper goodbye, I know it’s not for the last time, I know it’s not easy, this could never be easy.5000 miles with traffic of you on my mind, They’ll be pain they’ll be glory, Girl you don’t need to worry,Cos my heart will wait, My heart will wait for you, Oh my heart will wait, My hearts gonna wait for you, always.I hear your tears they’re falling down through these wires, Pouring out just to reach me, calling out for some meaning,With all those times we sat and dreamed of life, Oh how the future it could be, flawless drawings of beauty,So don’t give up girl don’t give in, Don’t stop believing in me, this is just the beginning,Cos my heart will wait, My heart will wait for you, Oh my heart will wait, My hearts gonna wait for you, always.My heart will wait .. for you, It’s gonna wait for you .. always, And then I will be with you ..I whisper goodbye I swear it’s not for the last time, I know it’s not easy, it’s not meant to be easy.

Books:

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Get your scripture of the day at hostdrjack.comGo ahead and mention my child The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show.Don't worry about making me cry. I'm already crying inside. Help me to heal by releasing the tears That I try to hide.I'm hurting when you just keep silent. Pretending she didn't exist. I'd rather you mention my child Knowing that she,s been missed.You asked me how I was doing I say "pretty good" or "fine." But healing is something ongoing I feel it will take a lifetime.
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Living In The Afterglow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMCkBq6PaL0 Erin had this song on her myspace when she died....
Posted by Deb on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 04:04:00 PST

I wrote this for Erin The Day Before her Funeral

Erin Melissa Chenoweth You were too beautiful and special for this world to hold you here, God breathed a gentle breeze to help lift you high above the clouds, Up so high, far away from all your pain....
Posted by Deb on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 07:46:00 PST

If We Refuse To Look,We Forget To Care

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Posted by Deb on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 07:36:00 PST

Understanding Greif

Wish Upon A Star   1. I wish you would not be afraid to speak my child's name. Her name is one I thought I would say and hear for a lifetime. And now it is a name no one will say in my presence....
Posted by Deb on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:52:00 PST

Check out this video: Many Moods of Depression

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Posted by Deb on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:37:00 PST

my rights

The rights of the Loved ones left behind from Suicide 1.We have the right to a grief that is complex, chronic, and disabling. Death is a normal life crisis; suicide is the ultimate abnormal life crisi...
Posted by Deb on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 06:57:00 PST