Brian @ Tat2fiend

This is my home.
Hello,My name is Brian
(Hola, Me llamo Brian / Je'mapple Brian)
I'm currently residing in San Diego, California.
I love art, music, poetry and adventure. Anything exciting.
I'm a bit of an adrenaline junkie.
If you think you know me after a day, your mistaken.
If you think you have me figured out after a year, I'll still surprise you.
I'm not into acceptance, highschool is long gone. (Well for me at least.)
If I fit in a stereotype, then you really don't know me.
Tattooing, writing, painting and music are my mediums.
I have met few people who have original thoughts, and even less who see the world the way I do.
I call them friends.
Conversation is the spice of life, and I enjoy it.
I love being in a crowd, and at the same time being alone.
Life is a lesson, and I'm still learning.
I have a lot of exciting stories, and continue to live even more.
Chances are, you won't believe them and I won't tell them to you.

I enjoy the satisfaction that those things I've been through are hard to believe.
If you get me to open up, your in for something special.
If you betray my trust, I am understanding and forgiving.
If you continue, I'll walk right out of your life and never look back.
I've lived in more cities than you have fingers and toes, and still keep in contact with my friends from them.
IF you wake up one day and I'm gone, don't worry.
If you were a friend, you'll see me again.
If you weren't, well then I don't know what to tell you.
Some people may think I "sold my mohawk".
Cut if off to sell out to the system, and make money with my job.
The truth is, I hate it when people all look alike.
I don't like being labeled and expected to behave with as my group or "style".
I haven't changed.
I wear what I have to to earn money.
I wear what I choose because I like it.
I felt that way before, and feel that way now.
If you ever lived the "punk rock lifestyle" you'd understand what it means to be homeless, poor and hungry.
You'd know how much a dollar is really worth, and appreciate every single one you earn.
Being jobless isn't going to feed you, it isn't rebeling against anything but yourself.
I came to realize you can do more damage in the system, than outside of it.
Make no mistake, I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing.
“There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle.”
I'm a hopeless romantic.
Most of you already know that.
I've done some foolish things on behalf of love.
Some say it's sweet, some say foolish.
I'd like to think it rests right in the middle.
I'm starting to learn, but still keeping hope.
Relationships?
I just got out of one and I'm not due for after two years. Translation, I'm not going to be your "boyfriend".
Here are my rules.
1. If I ask you to hang out, it's only as friends.(You struck up platonic intrest in me, and I'm curious. If friendship is what you aim for, we'll get along just fine.)
2. I'm not like other guys ( I don't need to get laid. I'm not thinking of the right moment to kiss you. I'm not trying to impress you. I'm not thinking about sex. I can sleep next to a girl and nothing has to happen. I'm over girls for a while.)
3. If you think I want you, 9/10 chance is your wrong.(Leads back to rule number 2. I also don't believe/participate in casual sex. My body is worth more than that. You want sex, and YOU'RE going to have to work for it. You have better luck turning water into wine. As they say, your barking up the wrong tree. Don't be so full of yourself. I most likey have better offers than you, and even then I turn it down.)
4.If you need someone to confide in, I'll be there for you. (Most women say I can give them a good perspective, and opinion. I have quite a bit of life experience. I never repeat what I'm told, and actualy do care.)
5.Don't take for granted how much you mean to me.(If I tell you I care, I will protect you with my life and always try to be there when you need me. If you take me for granted or think you mean more to me than you do, you will think everything is fine, and one day I'll be gone. For the rest of your life I will be nothing more than a figment of your imagination. Ask my ex-girlfriend. She learned the hard way.)
6.If you feel lucky and you try to kiss me, I might just kiss you back.( I will never hold it against you, or look at you differently either way. Emotions are what they are, and their nobody's fault. I'll admire your courage.)
7. If I break your heart, I'm sorry. (I never intended for that to happen.)
8. I still believe in love.(I'm just not ready for it yet.)
9. I'm a sucker for lost causes. (Which as led me into some bad relationships. You have to love yourself, before you can love anyone else. I'm very attracted to free thinking, open minded, strong women. I'm through with charity cases, learned that lesson with my last, last ex.)
10.If you take all this into consideration(I'm sure we can become the best of friends.)
I get passed off as less than I am. Sorry you can't accept what is right infront of you. If you feel I'm Mr. Right, maybe I am. The sad things is I may be everything you ever want, but I'm also everything you can never have.
A dead language
Don't ask me how,
but I still speak it.
It's a shame nobody else does...
Under the rough shell, there is a little child inside.
Just waiting to come out and play.
If you are around me enough, I'll make yours come out as well.
If I'm open to you you'll see it.
If you catch me off guard, you may spot him.
If your lucky, I'll teach you to see the world the way I do.
Art is life.
Life is beauty.
Most people take everything for granted.
When you see a tree, you see a tree.
When I see a tree, I see green, yellow, orange, brown, black, grey, in all tones.
All together in harmony, to create what I register as a tree.
If you can't understand what that means.
You are just like most people...
I love surfing.
I never feel more in god's hands, then when I'm sitting in the ocean...
“Trickery and treachery are the practices of fools that have not the wits enought to be honest”
“The Constitution only gives people the right to pursue happiness. You have to catch it yourself.”
“It takes many good deeds to build a good reputation, and only one bad one to lose it”
“Without continual growth and progress, such words as improvement, achievement, and success have no meaning.”
“I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.”
-Frank Sinatra
I may come of as a gentleman, but I'm really a scoundrel. Not in the typical way, I'm just mischevious. Always getting myself into trouble. I can't stand lies, and try to never lie, even if it means blowing my spot. I treated everyone I meet with respect, and get along with almost everyone I meet. I'm just a boy that was thrown into the world and left to die, struggling to survive and make it to the top. The scary part is I'm actualy getting close.
I have came into every single person's life I've met for a reason. I've taught, changed, helped, loved, learned and shared.
If I have come into your life, the question you have to ask yourself is, "What's your reason."
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