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Ash

About Me

I'll boil it down. I'm a nutcase, but in a good way. I say what's on my mind to whatever end. I'm somewhat bitchy when I'm drunk ... I like to call it "honest." I don't fall in love easy, but when I do I love hard and I'm needy for attention. I give my whole heart and don't hate you forever when you break it before you give it back. I have to have constant reassurance that people love me -- luckily, I get it. I'm the best friend you can get. I party hard and suffer in the morning. I dance like I don't know I look retarded. I'm confident in life but insecure in relationships. I'm ambitious and stubborn, and I get what I want 90% of the time. When I fail I call it experience, and when I succeed I call it inevitable. I like animals more than people -- always. I want to squeeze every drop out of life and I have the scars to prove it. I'm the nicest person you'll ever meet, but I still draw the line somewhere. Then I'm a bitch. I'm not perfect, but I try. I love life and despise miserable people. I'm just me, and I like it that way.And ... I just married the love of my life, the yin to my yang. We are perfect together, and I'm so thankful I get to share my life with him. I love you Kevin!
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My Blog

The best proposal ever

Ok, so my status has said engaged for a while, but I haven't actually posted anything about the proposal! Silly me ... ANYWAY, the proposal was amazing. It was romantic, the timing was perfect, and pe...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:47:00 GMT

New York, here I come!

I'm outta here! As soon as Kevin finds us an apartment, I am packing up and moving. To hell with this fly there for interviews fly back stuff ... it'll be much easier to interview if I'm already there...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 16:58:00 GMT

Gone and done it ...

... guess I fell in love! I tried not to. I really, really tried. I even tried to make him hate me so he would never talk to me again. Apparently he's into raving lunatics lol. It's my birthday today,...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:38:00 GMT

Baby(ies?) on the way!!!

Nope, not me. My sugar glider Bella has at least one joey (maybe two) in pouch!! Woohoo! So in like 2 months, I'll have my first joey  I'm so damn excited I can hardly stand it lol. Yay me!! (And...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 20:41:00 GMT

Mummified cats and forever friends ...

My best friend Ri'Chaele has been going through a hard time lately. Her mom is sick, and Ri'Chaele, her brother Rich, and his boyfriend Greg have been busting their asses to get her house in livable s...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 20:24:00 GMT

She’s a real nowhere girl, sitting in her nowhere world ...

Yes, another one. My descent into insanity includes an undeniable urge to write, so deal with it. I MUST be going insane, because for some reason lately, I've been saying WHATEVER is on my mind, somet...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 11:11:00 GMT

Please dont call me baby, baby ...

If you don't know the story behind this ... eat me lol. Just kidding, I love you all! Why does the word baby seem to escalate things? And why the eff am I so hung up on an unattainable person? Like I...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 09:57:00 GMT

Ya give me fevah ...

I'm getting cabin fever!! Staying home on weeknights SUCKS!! Soooo, screw it! If anybody wants to go get crunk or sumpin (or sumpin sumpin hehe ) call me!!! Yes, I'm being freaking weird today, but th...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:48:00 GMT

so according to my soon to be ex ...

you all hate me. If that's true, thats fine. Just don't want to go out with any false illusions. Let me know. And I love you all anyway!!
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 14:54:00 GMT

I'm back!

Hi, guys! I finally have Internet at home, so I'm back online now. I miss everyone soooo much, but it's really great here! I hope some of you can come out to visit, cause I have a guest room with a co...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 20:30:00 GMT