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About Me


My name is Tori.
And I have NOTHING left to lose.
And SO much left to say.
I speak through my heart, and let me tell you, it has a mind of it's own.
He will fall in love with you before he can say, "Oh crap! She's beautiful."
-Torilynn McPherson.
I want a boy in my life.
Someone to hold my hand. Kiss me when I'm not paying attention.
Accepts me in all my imperfections.
Argue with me about nothing.
Someone honest about themselves.
And content.
I want relationship status.
Someone to be a part of me.
Any of you think you can handle it.
Give me a shout.
I'm a total health nut.
I loveeee working out.
I am going to sing no matter what happens.
You will hear me
I try to livewith no limits, rules, or cares.
Don't take life to seriously
Lets hang out.
I'm up for anything.
I will NEVER lower myself to meet another's standards.
I am to much my own person to dull myself down for your personal vendetta.
Last Update: May 31, 2008

Every death that has affected my life.
My best friend. Ember.
July 09, 2005
Wow. It seems like only yesterday we were sitting under the freeway singing our lungs out. I've always held you close. Some days I don't even think about you. Those are the guilty days. Drinking will never be the same without you. I was mad about you. Fucking, you were my very best friend. Nothing would make me happier than to see you running up and choking me with your hugs. I have dreamt of you lately. Good dreams. The kind where you wake up with a smile. I'm sorry he did that. I'm sorry for myself because I know he isn't. He has no clue. No fucking clue. Uhh, sorry. This is my memorial to you. No badness should be apart of it. I mean. I love you. I just want you back. Some days I can't even remember you. Little things. Color of your eyes. Favorite things. The sound of your voice, your laugh. You had the biggest heart. Some days its like we were just together and I can feel where you hugged me. Like you are still. It breaks my heart to use the word 'had' in reference to you. I want the strength. That you used on yourself. I want to used it to bring every light that you brought back into everyone's lives. The only person I have ever known that could make a room shine. You always did prefer early mornings. It's only decent for yourself you chose 7am. I love you, Ember, I'll always remember you. I'm always here. You are the only past I let linger. I wouldn't change the time we had together. I cherish it. And I love you. I can'e help wanting things to be different.
Sneekers. 5/18/2008
Papa Johnson.
5/24/2008
You have my respect.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



And in celebration of the living.

Patsy Rachelle, Berta Cakes, Fifi Marie, and Taylor Ann.
I'll never meet anyone like them.
They have the truest hearts.
These girls are the closest thing I have to sisters.
I would kill for them.
You could never understand.
They are gifts and I love them beyond comprehension.

Kierra Latrac, Zoeboee.
You and I are going to the ends of the earth together.
I can feel it.
I have no doubts in my mind.
We all excel at everything that we do.
And we bring out eachothers greatness and weakness.
We are incredible.

Evan Roger.
If you only knew. You couldn't handle it even if you did.
You're such a doof.
Its called compatible.;]
I'm not going anywhere. So you had better stick around.
:] BLDF
I know a lot of you feel you need to be up here.
But the level of love and respect I share for these people.
They earned it and kept it.
They deserve it.

My heroes are the ones who stand by themselves. Despite outside influences. Who stand by their own heart and live by their own standards. Who are proud of themselves.The ones who admit that they are everything that they are. And never change to suit someone else. The ones who know exactly what they know and are content. The ones who aren't to afraid to find themselves.

My Dream Car.
A blue mustang convertible. GT Nukk

Music:

Dear Tori;

Television:


I support my friends.
Music.

My Blog

Days.

Tears falling so freelyThe light never seemed so dimI love her, over and over againIts the days when the sun rises But doesn't shine.You open your eyes to see the morning lightBut you're stuck in gray...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 03:36:00 PST

Rhyme.

Save your self for who you will be.Ten years from now you'll have a different morality.So dance on high. Sink down low.Live your life Don't live it slow.Open your eyesOpen them wideThere's a lot to se...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 01:51:00 PST

War.

I have an army behind me.Get in your camo kids.Because our war starts now.And it never ends.Leave it ALL behind.Because the future starts with the present.And forgiveness of the past. It begins each m...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 04:42:00 PST

Awoke

Do you know how it feels to awakeNaked and alone.Stripped of all securitiesOf every light you've ever knownGiven somethingOnly to have it taken awayWhat sort of cruel heartCould have the strength...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:26:00 PST

What you did to me

Completely metaphorical. I am a waste of spaceContinue on without me as I lingerIn the pastSurrender me to the nightAroused by your forceful sensationsEnded with a final breath of me.I fought on the i...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 07:35:00 PST

I am

No more destructive than your average teen.Ill break my back to hear your crude words.And suck up to your ass so you'll forgive me for mine.I'll give you everything I've got.If only to ...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 01:02:00 PST

Opportunistic Infections 2

would you liketo join in my opportunistic infectionsaids Hivthe main sexual diseasecome babyyou know you wannayou know you need ityou need some relieflets do it on my bedor kitchen counterLets ta...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 10:21:00 PST

Christmas Steed/No doubt.

Yeah its christmas timeand yeah my feelings are clear.I left him behind that year.And now all I need.Or rather all that I wantIts my christmas steedRiding up front.And its christmas timeA great time o...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 09:49:00 PST

Be My Strength

Be my strengthFor my only hope of survival relies on it.However the faith I have in youis almost suicidalBecause where you areis completely untouchable. You left with a somber farewelland you are stil...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:07:00 PST

so ember.

http://i51.photobucket.com/albums/f379/lovedwithyou/soo.jpg   I miss you down in the fiery depths of my heart. I would give anything to have more than your memory. Even just one mo...
Posted by ToriLynn<3™ on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 12:38:00 PST