Singing with my Dying Breath

About Me

"Gutter" - Otep
I once
Dreamed of a world
Without consequences
Without reminders
Of this
Brutal
Gutter
I am collapsed in
Once I dreamed
But then
I
Woke
Up
"Writers aren't exactly people...They're a whole lot of people trying to be one person." -F. Scott Fitzgerald
View my poetry here...http://www.xanga.com/AmarisScarlet

My Interests

***MUSIC***...my one, true passion
.Art.
.Poetry.
.Songwriting.
.Wicca/Ancient Religious Studies.
.Reading.

I'd like to meet:

People...I like to carry on with intelligent conversations....

Music:

I tend to be very open minded about music...
.HIM.
.Emilie Autumn.
.The Dresden Dolls.
.Fiona Apple.
.Otep.
.Korn.
.Tool.
.System of a Down.
.Metallica.
.Disturbed.
.Kittie.
.Hole.
.Jewel.
.BILLY JOEL.
.Billy Idol.
.Bruce Springstein.
.Johnny Cash.
.Marilyn Manson.
.Alanis Morisette.
.Shinedown.
.Queen of the Damned Soundtrack.
.Frank Sinatra.
.Greenday
.No Doubt.
.Slipknot.
.Within Temptation.
.Once Soundtrack.
.Soundtracks by Danny Elfman.
.The Distillers.

Movies:

.Girl, Interupted.
.Prozac Nation.
.Miranda.
.Chocolat.
.Pulp Fiction.
.Interview with a Vampire.
.Queen of the Damned.
.Momento.
.10 Things I Hate About You.
.Grease.
.Cinderella.
.The Little Mermaid.
.Suddenly, Last Summer.
.Dead Poet's Society.
.Vampyre Clan.
.Rocky Horror Picture Show.
.Nightmare Before Christmas.
.Corpse Bride.
.Edward Scissorhands.
.Silence of the Lambs.
.Chicago.
.Wizard of Oz.
.Phantom of the Opera.
.Ginger Snaps.
.Black Circle Boys.
.But I'm a Cheerleader.
.Resident Evil Series.
.Shakespeare in Love.

Television:

Daria

Books:

Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzle...
She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb...
Tithe by Holly Black...
Voices by Sue Mayfield...
anything by William Shakespeare or Edgar Allen Poe...I'm very fond the novels by Anne Rice and the poetry of William Reichard...

Heroes:

.Ruby Gloom.

My Blog

Do I Stay or Do I Go?

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Do I stay or do I go? Do I move to Boston? In 6 weeks. Get an apartment with Angel. Get a job. Start my life. On my own. Drop...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:53:00 PST

smack I Need To Get Better At Llistening To The Smaller Signs...

After the car accident, just leaving isn't an option. Crap. But I think I'm working on a better plan. I think I can make this work. Thursday, 3 January, 2008 Cancer (21 Jun - 22 Jul) Although it's th...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 05:47:00 PST

2008...Here we go...

Cancer (21 Jun - 22 Jul) You may think that your opportunity has passed, but this is just a trick that the cosmos is playing on you now. You have entered into a time warp, so don't think that your c...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:49:00 PST

Hey There Voice in the Back of My Head. Where the Hell Have You Been?

Wow. Talk about loud. I can't get the little me in my head to shut up. It hasn't been there for a while. I was kinda lonely in my head all alone. But its back. And it amuses me. Work was amusing. 4 -...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 11:33:00 PST

TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO BE IN MY LIFE

I'll be 100% honest. That's my new policy. I don't know if I"m done with her. I don't fucking know. I know right now I'm taking some time to focus on myself. Fnd myself. Be sure in who I am so I ...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 07:30:00 PST

Seriously now, Lets think about this...

How could you be convinced that easily that you mean nothing to me? If you read it carefully it says "I won't be held down by who I used to be. She's nothing to me." WHO I USED TO BE IS NOTHING ...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 07:21:00 PST

She’s The Girl With Kaleidascope Eyes...

"I've been walking around all day, thinking.I think I have a problem, I think I think too much..." What do I do with all these words? All these thoughts? They just keep spilling onto the paper......
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 10:41:00 PST

These Songs Are Gonna Hurt Soon So Feel Them While I Should...

My Dearest Bella, I haven't done this because I've still been holding on. To what? I don't know. What am I waiting for? I don't know. But this storm is pretty much perfect. You said a lot of thing...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 02:05:00 PST

My Bella...

She knew I'd look. She knew I couldn't go without her. My drug. My love. My life. I've found things since she's been gone that I had lost. But now I've lost her. And I can't decide what these things m...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 11:08:00 PST

Don’t Wanna Think, Don’t Wanna Dream...

i'm disgusted with myself and my ability to lose myself so blindly and thoroughly. I've been missing out on so many things that are right in front of me. I am no longer mine and I don't know how ...
Posted by Singing with my Dying Breath on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:34:00 PST