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About Me

First thing is, if i don't know you and you don't say who you are first, you're not getting added.
I am Jamison. I am my own person, nothing more, nothing less. I'm a master at reading the mind. I'm soon to have a masters in psychology. I'm a lover, not a fighter; however if I feel you are out of your place I WILL set you straight as best I can. I hate ignorance, I hate stupidity, I hate people that give up easily, I hate shitty friends (especially the kind that say they will be there for you no matter what and never are), and I really hate hateful people. I love people that will admit fault in their knowledge and try to learn where they are wrong, I love for someone to have more qualities on the inside than the outside, I love it when someone perseveres in the face of adversity (especially when there is no hope to do so), I love and admire it when a friend is there for you without you even asking for it, and I really love those that refuse to hate even when they have the right to do so.
I am one willing to help anyone that needs it, but I will not help those that refuse to attempt to help their self. I will stand by anyone's side if they genuinely desire it, even if they are my enemy. I am not a hateful person. I try not to be a vengeful person. I can be self destructive, especially in terms of a relationship (this one is complicated, but due to my past, like I've said, just ask). I have absolutely no self confidence in that department. I have extreme trust issues and abandonment issues, but I am making an attempt to overcome this. What I need is someone to stand by my side with my problems and show me the error of my ways and literally SHOW me I have nothing to worry about, but so far no one has been able to do so. These qualities have run off many of those that mean a lot to me. I will make an attempt at fixing my flaws, but no one can expect perfection, and everyone must know that the only way to truly succeed at anything is with those that love you unconditionally; those capable of loving you, faults and all.
I am who I am, nothing more, nothing less.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

No one really. I'm happy with the ones I know already.

My Blog

Strength Turned to Nothingness (part 3 of ? of Out of Darkness...)

Already a little weak from the last fight,this new one looks extremely menacing,by comparison, but he knows he mustdo something or risk this creaturedestroying them both. He stands,slowly, partially t...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:14:00 GMT

Tools Turned to Nothingness (part 2 of ? of Out of Darkness...)

He slowly peeks around the corner,the column being his only solace,and sees a figure only steps away,barely able to make out it's details,the Versutia appears to float,whether there are legs or not,he...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:10:00 GMT

The Garden in the Middle of Nothing (part 1 of ? of Out of Darkness...)

He had loved her so very much,now she is so lifeless, she can barely speak.He carries her dead weight,down down down the stairs,of the unknown, lifeless, eerie,catacomb-like underground structure,the ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:12:00 GMT

Temet Nosce (Thyself Thou Must Know)

Different people cope in different ways.I had thought I was okay untilsomeone close to me threw me overthe breaking point and I felt a snap,so loud within my mind,it would have made everyone within th...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Nov 2009 13:12:00 GMT

Held Together By A Hair

A drive upon the mid-night,moonlit roadway yields many wonders,and more importantly,wonderings of the mind.I feel perfectly fineas I, the sole inhabitant,of the 4 AM roads,pleasantly cruise home.Latel...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Oct 2009 02:56:00 GMT

Rustic Needles

The old habit is returning.I bring the needle from another time, to the surface of my skin,point balancing upon the surface,of ancient scars, yet familiar.Pushed slowly, gently,through the healed, dec...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:31:00 GMT

My December

December is a terrible month,the dead of winter,always related to the happiest of times,always appears to be a simple facadeto mask how negative winter can truly be.I've had a brother (my closest cous...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Oct 2009 20:08:00 GMT

Premonitions

Ok, so one person I know had a dream a few weeks ago pertaining to me, but in an indirect way. They dreamed they had a baby, then soon after (the dream skipped a time period) she was burying this chil...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 11:30:00 GMT

Those We Believe In

Someone once asked me,"what's the most important aspect,of living in this world?" I never knew,what that meant in my respect.Always have I blindly believed in,the creed of my Lord God,having the absol...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 12:25:00 GMT

The Life and Death of Aaron ______

I see written upon the wall,the most hateful words of all,aimed at little Aaron as he walks in,"NICE JOB KILLING YOUR MOTHER",he reads, walking, feeling his mind dreading.Looking back now, I wish I wa...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:26:00 GMT