I'm 21 years old now! I live in Claremont, NH and have lived here pretty much my entire life. Alot of people talk shit about this area, but I think its quite nice and they are ungrateful. Im very outdoorsy and I love to do alot of things during the summer. Most importantly is my Kayak, I bought one a few years ago and I think I need to get out and use it more. I wish I had someone to kayak with though cuz it gets lonely out there. I also swim ALOT when the weather is nice and I tend to be fussy about the places I swim. I don't like alot of deep open water cuz I'm afraid of water when I cant see the bottom. I like to hike, but usually don't do it nearly as often as I should. I love camping as well and I have had some of the best summers of my life with friends camping. I do camping both in a camper and in my own tent. I enjoy both, but usually for different reasons. I don't mind going fishing, but I wont touch worms and usually fish too, so it kinda defeats the purpose. I don't hunt cuz I don't like killing animals, and shooting a gun is still kind of intimidating to me. I'm a dork too and I don't deny it. I love technology and I cant get enough of it, sometimes its quite nerdy. I also like watching movies but just like people, I usually make judgments too quickly. Oh, in case it hasn't been made completely obvious yet, I'm also gay. It isn't my life, it's my sexuality. I like guys because they are guys, so femme guys generally turn me off. I also tend to fall in love far too easily and sometimes with a guy who is all wrong for me. I've had my heart broken more times than I would like to admit, and I have dealt with abuse when I knew better. I don't make friends easy, usually cuz I have a hard time trusting people and sometimes I go through friends quickly for the same reason. Deep down though I am really afraid of being alone.
I am not the most social person but being by myself scares the crap outta me. I love to cuddle but sometimes I need my space as well.How people treat you is their Karma; How you respond is yours.
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could.
Some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."
At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.
* I'm shy, even though I pretend I'm not
* I think regrets are a waste of time and energy
* I like to capitalize words
* I'm independent and self-sufficient (but I still like to be treated now and then)
* I think feeling wanted feels fucking amazing
* Feeling unwanted feels awful and lonely
* I think we're too hard on others hehe I said hard on
* I think we're too hard on ourselves
* I'm VERY capable of entertaining myself
* I've been in love before, and it was the best feeling in the world
* I've had my heart broken before, and it was the worst feeling in the world
* I'm afraid of being a disappointment
* I'm more afraid of a broken heart
* I like to laugh
* I like making others laugh
* Money means alot to me, even though I know it shouldn't
* I believe in karma, bitches
* I like to do new, random things even though I'm apprehensive about it. I end up being glad I did usually.
* I don't think it matters what u do if you're with the right ppl
* I tend not to practice what I preach
* I am introverted even though I don't seem to be
* Looks are nice but personality is key. What good is a pretty face if there is nothing to back it?
* I tend to hide in music and my work
* I am a happy person even though I bitch a lot
* My friends mean the world to me, and I would do anything for them. Fuck with them and I'll break you.
* I truly value other people's opinions and perceptions and enjoy hearing about them. Usually.
* I get claustrophobic and social anxiety when I'm alone in large groups of people I don't know
* I can't go shopping by myself unless I know exactly what I'm looking for (refer to previous statement)
* Deep conversation can beat sex any day. I don't care how hot you are, if you cant hold a convo keep walking.
* People who can't think for themselves sadden me
* I tend to put other people's needs before my own
* I hate it when people hear but don't listen
* In my opinion liars are the scum of the earth
* I'm not afraid of being wrong, I'm more afraid of being right
* I love walking in the rain in the summer
* I want a white Siberian tiger for a pet, even though it will probably kill me
* I like it when people challenge me
* If you have something nice to say, say it
* If you love someone, let them know everyday. You never know when those unspoken words may be your demise.
* If we've never talked or met, I will still friend you. I'm cool like that.
