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JAX ™

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About Me


IM GOING TO LOVE YOU
UNTIL THE DAY THAT I DIE


I'm Jax...
IM ABOUT TO TRY AND DESCRIBE THE MOST COMPLEX THING I HAVE EVER TRIED TO FIGURE OUT- (MYSELF)IN ALL HONESTY IM PRETTY SELFISH, I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT ANYTHING UNLESS IT HAS TO DO WITH ME, A PERSON I LOVE, OR HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE.
I TRY TO RELATE EVERY SONG'S LYRICS TO MY OWN LIFE....
THERE ARE THINGS I LOVE, AND THERE ARE THINGS I HATE...
THERE ARE PEOPLE I LOVE AND PEOPLE I HATE
SOME THINGS MORE THAN OTHERS, AND SOME PEOPLE MORE THAN OTHERS....
I AM NOT CONSISTENT (Im always changing my mind and plans), I AM THE FUNNIEST PERSON I KNOW, I AM CRAZY CREATIVE, AND I HAVE A HARD TIME TAKING ORDERS FROM PEOPLE.
I HATE BEING TALKED DOWN TOO, I HATE HAVING MY "FEELING" WHEN SOMETHING BAD IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN, I CAN FEEL THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN AND I HATE IT.
I AM A HIGHLY ADDICTIVE PERSON. I GET ADDICTED TO THINGS THAT I ENJOY EASILY.
I HATE MAJOR CHANGE
I LIKE PERSONAL THINGS TO STAY THE WAY THEY ARE
YET I HAVE LEARNED TO LOVE TRYING NEW THINGS-SUCH AS FOOD, ACTIVITIES, ETC ETC...(this only happened because my amazing girlfriend has an eclectic mind)
I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT THEY KNOW EVERYTHING, YET I TEND TO CONSIDER MYSELF ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE FROM TIME TO TIME
I HAVE A TINY PANIC ATTACK WHEN THINGS DON'T GO MY WAY, AND IN MY HEAD I ACT LIKE I'M 5 YEARS OLD WHEN MY FAVORITE TOY IS TAKEN AWAY
MY PRIDE STINGS MORE THAN ANY TATTOO IVE EVER HAD
I DON'T CARE HOW I'M PERCEIVED TO ANYONE.
I CAN IGNORE THINGS VERY EASILY IF I REALLY WANT TO, BUT AT TIMES CERTAIN THINGS CAN GET TO ME VERY EASILY AND WILL BUG ME FOR DAYS OR EVEN WEEKS.
I HAVE A TENDER HEART AND SOMETIMES IM EXTRA SENSITIVE AND NEED EXTRA TLC.
I CAN GET ANNOYED AT ALMOST EVERYTHING. I LOVE TO COMPLAIN
I DON'T LIKE FIGHTING BUT IF I'M FORCED TO I WILL SLIT YOUR THROAT.
I DONT LIKE THINGS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME, AND IF SOMETHING OR SOMEONE I LOVE IS TAKEN FROM ME- I FIGHT TO THE DEATH TO TRY AND RESOLVE IT, OR GET IT BACK
HERE IS A QUICK RUN-DOWN:
IM A CRAZY, DEPRESSIVE, ORIGINAL, CREATIVE, FUN LOVING, IRRITABLE, CARING, SOCIABLE, ANNOYING, CHILDISH, SELFISH, MATURE, HAPPY, SAD, ANTI-SOCIAL, MAD, ELEGANT, SHY, LOUD, WHITE TRASH, AND ALL AROUND EXCITED PERSON.
IM EVERY EMOTION YOU HAVE EVER HAD ALL ROLLED UP INTO ONE BEING, I SHOULD HAVE MY OWN WARNING LABEL-OR REALITY SHOW...
I AM THE MOST UN-PERFECT CREATURE IVE EVER ENCOUNTERED. THE LIFE THAT I REVOLVE AROUND IS EVERYTHING AND LOVING LIFE IS EVERYTHING TO ME.

My Interests


IF YOU STAY
MY LOVE WILL NEVER CHANGE


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Music:

pantera, sublime, system of a down, korn, Brand New, rage against the machine, Paramore, Sia, 311, pepper, jack Johnson, Tegan and Sara, slightly stoopid, BOB MARLEY, early november, from autumn to ashes, floggin molly, atmosphere...etc etc etc

Movies:

I love movies- Kids movies and Comedies are my Fav!

Television:

anything funny, simpsons, family guy, futurama, big love, south park, Saturday Night live, Design on a Dime, What not to wear, Last comic standing, Stand Up comedians (dane cook, wynda sykes, ryan styles, george carlin, deborah hines, jeff dunham, etc etc) anything on comedy central, ET, or Design channels

Heroes:

MY MOM SHE IS AWESOME, SHE IS SO CREATIVE, STRONG WILLED, AND BEAUTIFUL. SHE CAN DO ANYTHING, AND SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE A STRONG WOMAN...My grandmother for always being my inspiration, always there for me when i needed her and i wished i could have been there for her...

sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out... but to see who cares enough to tear them down...
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
LIVING LIFE IN THE FAST LANE

My Blog

wishing

im wishing that this whole feeling will fadethat she will leavethat i will have enough money to move outthat this love will last foreverthat she wont realize how much she misses herthat she will never...
Posted by JAX ™ on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:52:00 PST

embarrassing

I started out on the wrong foot Now I'm not myself I am Jekyll, I am Hyde Found this place to hide Come seek me Oh, so up and down So back and forth So insecure Can't get this taste out of my mouth...
Posted by JAX ™ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:42:00 PST

this time

this time i know this time i know this time i'll diethis time im not alonethis time im just on my ownplease just break into my lighthouseplaced ever so gently into my heartthat is the only way i think...
Posted by JAX ™ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:40:00 PST

not finished...just rambling thoughts

there is never quite enough timenever enough time to say enough is enoughand maybe this time enough is too muchim lost and in painim helpless and feel ashamedshe can do what she wantsif a friendship i...
Posted by JAX ™ on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 08:22:00 PST

SO PISSED

    I am so pissedat absolutely everything right now!i feel like i have no one leftive got no one to talk to no one to run toim so upsetand i know how you feellike you lost your best fr...
Posted by JAX ™ on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 07:06:00 PST

frustrated

at everything...cant wait till im so busy that i dont have time to think....i wont have time to look or think or get frustratedi wont wonder why you sign in at the same timei wont wonder about anythin...
Posted by JAX ™ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:59:00 PST

believe

being vulnerable is not my forte'feeling defeated only follows behindwhen i feel defeated im irrational mean and childishright now im feeling quite vulnerablei hope defeated does not followwhy am i so...
Posted by JAX ™ on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST

do what i do what i do to you

I wanna write but im not sure how anymoremy arm hurts like hellbut my head hurts moreI wish things could go back to the way they werebut the more i wish the more im unsureim losing more than you think...
Posted by JAX ™ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 09:08:00 PST

a conspiracy against me

Please speak softly, for they will hear us And they’ll find out why we don’t trust them Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you I need to know why we don’t trust them Explain to me th...
Posted by JAX ™ on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:06:00 PST

songs that get me by

A blue, black shade of love.Sent from above.My hands are tied to worlds alone,And this I know.Your breath's like wine,And just like clouds, my skin crawls.It's so divine, the sky it glows with fields ...
Posted by JAX ™ on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 09:21:00 PST