MY BABY

My BabY Being CraZy Jackin a Car

Hey Alex ..., i still can't believe this one bit... i miss u already .... man y u ??? u were the light of alot of peoples lives wither u knew it or not u were.. u had a personality that made everyone happy... an out going funny silly guy.... i hope some how u know that im gonna miss ya i hope u know that ur loved by many alex Man this shit fucked up i cant believe this for nothing when i found out i was mad and told them to stop liein to me so im at work and im reading the paper and i see their not lieing to me no more... im shocked ... i check to see if this is rite time after time .. i cant believe it .... i just saw u not to long ago when we went running .... ha i memeber how tired u got .. lol and how u said u need it cause u were getting fat.... and how we stayed out chillin to like 4 or 5 then seeing ya take off doing a wheelie i was like crazy ass alex there was a cop all on the side... man if i could go back to that day alex.... i would no matter what i had to do... just to see u one more time .. to chill longer, to laugh harder... man i hope u didnt go thru pain alex i hope u felt nothing but the touch of the angels... ur life was cut short and its not fair... but, i guess god has better plans for u .... i know ur in a better place .... where u can ride ur bike faster then n e one can imagine ... maybe god well make u a messanger for him or someones angel since ur so fast :')... i wont ever forget u alex ever ... man i cant believe this ...u were not a person i ever thought of this happening to ... i know ur families taking it hard... and i send them my condulence.. MAN THIS IS FUCKED UP... I wounder what its like what ur thinking ... i mean.... ur seeing all ur friends shocked and sad,hearin all the good things their saying... people cryin i bet u never thought ud ever see cry.... people taking it harder then what u thought cause, of what ulls situation might have been , people that care that u didnt even think they would..., how u wish it was a dream and u could wake up just to see another day just to see ur family strong and happy again , to take their pain that has came from ur death, i bet ur saying if u could come back u promise to go slow...please god... man if only that was possible.. im sorry alex u had to go ... i guess i got to accept it .... to realize this is true ur gone from this world but not from my heart and thats were ull stay and that last memory i have with u i know ill always remember cause it was the last .... im sorry ur gone and i wish there was something i could do ... ur prolly up there catching up with ur family and friends that were waiting up there in heaven for u .... and ill say it like i always did see ya around alex .....ill talk to u even though i know u wont talk back to me i just hope ur hearing me ... LOVE ALWAYS UR FRIEND INFERNAL ILL MISS U ALEX