I have a few great people in my life
who I would do absolutely anything for:
Amy, Brittany, Leonie, Courtney,
Miranda, Rachel and Desiree.
♥
This would be my boyfriend who I spend the
majority of my time with, Johnny Deeby :).
July 4th, 2008!
I would give up meeting anyone new in my life just to have another moment with the best grandma in the entire world. Nana, you were the most Christain, caring, believing, and inspiring woman I have ever met, or ever will meet & I'm absolutely positive of that. You were always extremely proud of me & I hadn't even given you a reason to be yet. I wanted you to see me turn into an adult, walk at graduation, go off to college & so much more. You were taken away at such a big time for me. You have just passed away today and I already miss you so much. I know you're in heaven, smiling down on all of us. You were always genuinely interested in everything I had to share with you & you always had time for family. You played such a huge role in my life & you will continue to be my role model, even now that you're gone. Holding your hand as you passed and knowing that you finally found peace to let go & take your last breath when Brittany & said we would be okay and help each other get through this gives me such comfort. Even in your last moments, your biggest concern was for others & not yourself. This was so sudden and unexpected that sometimes, if even only for a second, I still think you're right down the street & I can climb on the couch with you. I guess I'll just have to realize that I won't be seeing you until you open up the gates for me. You gave me seventeen beautiful years, I just wish that you could have had more than 63, you were the baby sister & your mother is just as a wreck to see you go as I am. "Every step I take, every move I make, every single day, every time I pray, I'll be missing you." Guide me & help me become the person you always wanted me to be, the last thing I ever want to do is let you down. I love you Nana, so much.
R.I.P. Patricia Elaine Spence
September 11th, 2008