Love coLoRs like before.

All those sparkling stars that you see up in the sky are metaphors for your longings and pursuits, each one a universe of experience that beckons to you. You CAN have the ambition to experience those universes, and the power to achieve your beautiful dreams, beautiful dreamer!La unica cosa que hay que hacer es vivir en el momento y recordar que todo lo que pase pasa por una razon :)I want to live my life dancing dancing away if you just let it flow you dont even have to know what the next thing will be the moment is free to conspire as it will living the thrill living the moment breathing the chill of the magnetism the infinite wisdom never let go never give up to shine like stars give the day up love it all love it all shower down the pieces of the infinite hearthave you ever been at the beach at night and seen the path of moonlight dancing on the glassy waves in front of you? its all broken in a million little pieces, and they dance around like little cosmic parts of the same great being. and wherever you go, that path follows you. to the left -- to the right -- it's always straight out in front of you, welcoming you, promising you. yet there is someone on the other side of the ocean, looking at the same exact thing. there are an infinite amount of ways to interpret reality. we can choose the reality that we live in! choose wisely! there is never a shortage of opportunities. life not working out? go somewhere, do something, meet someone - that you've never experienced before - let the new experience sink into you from the top down - breathe it in. if you let it, it can change your whole perception. change is constant and reliable, welcome it with open arms; resisting it will only make it harder. love it for what it is, for all that it can and will teach you.I'm not shallow, not deep down. Paradox? Does it matter. to who? to Who else in the world do What I do matter? nOw/ In the future, ever? Do i Need to think of Them as I Do?? Why? When/ in what circumstanvces? i dont HAVE to do anything. SHOULD is a horrible word. i frickin am in love with new york city, but also trees just as much. it makes no sense..... i am DETERMINED to learn french and italian, and go there. yess, that is my latest goal. and spain and germany. yesss. now what?? ive gotten past all that, but not the other things. iot will pass - yes yes, i know... but what of the present? i am one to ask that question. what i do now... what exactly will it determine? what have the recent events of the past dictated for my today? its useles to wonder how it would be if it were different... im rambling. thats a good thing, it means i'm alive. to feel lifeless is the worst thing. how do you fix it? lots of ways. quick fix. but eternally? who knows?? you learn with every experience... sopme are just fucking harder than others. but without the shitty ones, how would you appreciate the good ones?? and without mistakes, how would you know to do it rightthe next time? things always work out in the end.. whats the point of believing they wont? life would be alot more depressing thats for sure. its too short too be depressed for all of it. look up, thingsll change. no matter how fucking hard it is right NOW... NOW isnt forever. do whats best for you in the long run, even if its the most painful thing right now. love isnt a thing to be fucked around with. ...i guess i woulnt have known that if i hadnt made mistakes with it. you know, everything happens for a reason. I really truly believe that. We are all so lucky to have experienced what we have so far in our short time on this earth, and it's up to us to carry the inevitable lesson in our hearts and let ourselves learn it and live it!